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In retrospect I should have saved the link: a little bit ago there was an
article about the proposed Mocrosoft-Yahoo
merger that likened Microsoft to a highschool jock trying to get a
cheerleader to go steady with him. It was an awesome comparisson, and the
more on-again-off-again I hear about it, the more awesome it gets.
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I like how the internet is full of trolls and gnolls,
and other such fantasy staples.
jackofallgeeks: (Decepticons)
OK, this is pretty cool.

Despair

Jul. 22nd, 2008 07:30 am
jackofallgeeks: (Moof)
I should know better by now. If you don't hope you can't be disappointed.
I'd be better off if I just didn't care about anything.

Nothing happened, I was just reminded why nothing's likely to happen.
jackofallgeeks: (Moof)
So, I just watched Imagine Me and You, courtesy of NetFlix, and aside from the leading lady being rather attractive I'm fairly dissatisfied with in. In fact, I'm almost angry about the movie. It starts off with Rachel marrying her life-time pal, Hank (or something). But at her wedding she bumps into someone who she falls madly in love with, and a sort of comedy or errors ensues. The trouble I have , though, is that as the climax approaches the movie makes it's message rather clear: as long as it feels right, all else be damned. Well, OK, I'm injecting my bias into that, but it boils down to Rachel leaving her husband and trotting off because it feels right. They try to tie it up in a nice bow with Rachel's passion inspiring her parents to speak to each other again, and Hank 'meeting' someone after the credits, but it doesn't soothe me.

And maybe it says something about me. Actually, I'm sure it says something about me. I want to say, "life's not like that," but what I mean is, "that's not right." It smacks too much of blind hedonism to me, that anything is fine so long as it feels good. I'm offended that she left her husband, as though that commitment didn't mean anything. (To be fair, the movie dances around that a little bit, insisting that she would have stuck it out, but that her husband lift her because he didn't want to keep her from being happy. But I think that's kind of shit.) I'm upset because... I don't know. The movie just seemed to trivialize everything. And it's a classically romantic "love conquers all" sort of sentiment, but... I don't know. I don't think that's good enough.
jackofallgeeks: (Euphoria)
Feeling a bit cruddy today: long weekend, plus I didn't sleep well
last night. It was warm and humid and still (warm and humid isn't as much a
problem if there's airflow) so I couldn't get comfortable in my bedroom, so
I went down to sleep in the basement. Unfortunately, it wasn't terribly
cooler down there and the bed's a lot less comfortable. After tossing and
turning until 2am or 3am I think I probably would have been better off just
toughing it out upstairs. Especially as, this morning, it was a lot cooler
upstairs than it was downstairs. Of course, none of this would be an
issue if the AC repairman had actually come back to finish his job, but
that's another story...

Anyways. I luckily have a 'short' day today. That is, I'll still be in the
office the regular amount of time, but there's a talk this afternoon that
deals with some of the things I worked with in my Master's degree, and I got
permission to attend so I "stay current" in the feild. Which means that
this afternoon I get to go listen about some cool things people are doing
elsewhere in the security field, rather than answering emails and sorting
out issues with clients. And that's several shades more interesting for
me. And I get to go home right afterwards, so yay.
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The good news: among MANY
others
, they're making a Captain America movie. The bad news? It's
scripted by the same guy who wrote X2 and Last Stand, ie, the X-Men movies
that sucked. As such, it'll be really hard for me to get excited about it,
which is unfortunate because I like Captain America.
jackofallgeeks: (Default)
An hour until I get out of work. A few hours before my plane takes off. I
need to park my car, check in, get to the gate. Lay over and dinner in
georgia at about 7:30, off the ground again at about 9:00. Landing in
Jacksonville at about 10:00, need to rent a car and drive two hours to
Gainesville, then find a hotel. Nifer's wedding is tomorrow. I fly back
Saturday evening.

I'm kind of nervous and stressed. this is the time when Bad Things can
happen and ruin my plans.
jackofallgeeks: (Default)
So, here's something I don't get: what's with the confusion over 'next
weekend' and 'this weekend'? When I speak, I use "this weekend" to refer to
the upcoming Fri-Sun cycle, and "next weekend" to refer to the weekend after
next week. (I guess my assumption is that the week 'ends' on Sunday; "and
the the 7th day he rested.") This seems perfectly reasonable to me, and
allows for "last weekend," "this weekend," and "next weekend" to have
distinct meanings. Yet it seems I'm constantly having trouble communicating
when people think I mean THIS weekend when, on say a Monday or Wednesday, I
talk about NEXT weekend. I can understand where they might get that meaning
from "next," but interpretting it like that obviously causes confusion. Am
I missing some kind of social cue for why my definitions aren't widely
accepted?
jackofallgeeks: (Displeased)
So here at work we consultant-types get thrown around on different projects
as we become available and work comes in and stuff. A while back, maybe a
month or two now, I got put onto a 'new' project as my other one settled
into an idle state -- the 'new' project had been around for a while, but it
was new to me. I got put on it because of my academic background, but after
getting brought up to speed it was aparent that it was not really right for
me -- it was very much "in the weeds" technical, and I do better at a higher
level than that sort of hands-on building work. Luckily me 'idle' project
proved to be less-so, and so I got 'switched' back, and a new guy took over
the second project.

Now, I'll admit that back when there were only rumblings that I'd be right
for the project, before I was assigned, others in the office who'd been here
longer gave me advice that basically reduced to: "Run. Run now, and don't
look back." So I was quite happy that it wasn't my cup of tea, and that I
had reason to get off of it.

Today I was talking with someone and the project came up, and they told me
that it'd been rough sailing lately. In fact, apparently the client just
recently wrote in complaining how turn-over on the project was too frequent,
there was no continuity in effort, and nothing had been accomplished. To
which our program manager said, "I can see what I can do, but that's not
really something I have control over," which is true: the way the office
works is that those who assign resources (our supervisors) are not the same
as those who use resources (program managers), in part so that a manager
can't hold onto us without having a real need. Then the program manager had
to finish her email with, "Oh, and Andrew is no longer on the project,"
because apparently she hadn't let them know. Baaaad timing...
jackofallgeeks: (Default)
To sum up the biggest
news
from E3 this year:

Microsoft announced the already-announced $50 cut to the Xbox 360 price,
bringing it to $300 for 20GBs and introducing a 60GB version at $350.
Sony back-peddled and offered a price cut they said they had no plans for,
offering their 80GB PS3 for $400 and discontinuing their 40GB version.
Nintendo is changing nothing, keeping the Wii at $250; they did however have
Miyamoto demonstrate playing music with a Wiimote.

I'll admit, I was born and bred a Nintendo fanatic, but it really seems that
Microsoft and Sony keep missing the mark. Especially Sony.
jackofallgeeks: (Shocked)
You know in those teen movies where they're showing some big party or
something and then the nerdy protagonist says or does something that throws
everyone off, and they have that record-scratch sound and everyone just
stops and stares? That's kind of how I felt when, while reading about
Nintendo's bit at E3, I saw this:

Grand Theft Auto: Chinatown Wars will debut exclusively on Nintendo
DS.


Grand Theft Auto on a Nintendo system? I think something in my brain
just broke. I mean, how much more un-Nintendo can
you get besides GTA?
jackofallgeeks: (pl4y with 3vil)
So, a sysadmin hijacks
an entire network and, for fear of some sort of remote attack that would
destroy valuable documents, they search his car and home for a device that
might initiate such an attack. But if you think about it, that's kind of
stupid: what kind of a device are you looking for? If he left a way
to destroy things, it's probably just a script somewhere on the network. In
the best case it requires someone to connect to the network and tell it to
go, but a more fail-proof method would be a "time bomb" that needs to be
tagged every so often or else it bursts. If THAT's the case, they're
probably already too late.
jackofallgeeks: (Default)
So, apparently, they've quietly removed
550 metric tons of uranium
from a site in Iraq -- so queitly, in fact, that the media burried the AP
article that was released over a week ago. Now, granted, the material they
removed isn't actual weapons-grade uranium, but it's a mediary step in the
process. I don't know, but I think something like this adds a little
credence to the original reasoning for the war, that Saddam was working to
manufacture weapons of mass destruction.
jackofallgeeks: (Integrity)
So earlier tonight some of you got a txt msg from me saying "I feel fantastic," and a number of such recipients asked me the reasonable question, "why."

In short, there isn't really much of a why behind it. In fact, up until the moment just before I felt compelled to send that txt the day had been rather lack-lustre. I didn't sleep well last night so I was dead on my feet all day (not a useful state when one is trying to ween oneself off of caffeine), and I got almost nothing accomplished.

This evening, though, after fiddling with the internals of my computer and straightening my house a bit (not much, mind, but a bit), it suddenly occurred to me that I was happy. I like where I am, I like who I've become, and even if I'm not terribly satisfied with being a single guy, I'm content. I'm doing fine on my own and even if I really want to have someone to share my life with and raise a family, I don't need that to feel worthwhile.

Thinking about it now, I realize that I just read XKCD this morning where it said that "I'm nothing without you" is a really fucked-up sentiment.

So, I think all that plays into my good mood. I think it probably has a lot to do with my mood.

Also, my cousin Kate is getting married in a couple of months and I got the time off work to be able to make it back alive (going or not was never a question, it was just a matter of how much I'd hate myself on Monday morning). So that has me psyched, too, as I expect to see her sisters then as well and I absolutely adore my cousins.

So, yes. I feel fantastic. I'm happy and healthy and successful and a good person.
jackofallgeeks: (Default)
I thought this was kind of cool.

A/S/L?

Jul. 14th, 2008 01:26 pm
jackofallgeeks: (Goofy)
Frankly, I find This
to be rather amusing: Google has launched a new 'virtual chat' application
called Lively which they promote as a cross between a chat room and Second
Life. And now they're upset that people are making 'porn rooms.' I mean,
who didn't see that coming? What happens in chat rooms? Cybersex. What
happens in Second Life? Cybersex. So what do you expect in Lively?
Cybersex. In Google's defense it doesn't seem like they're
surprised; they probably did expect it, and the cleaning up was
predicted. Still, it's almost asmusing that this makes news.
jackofallgeeks: (Default)
Sony says that PS3 is not
in
competition
with Nintendo's Wii, dismissing the Wii as "an expensive
niche game device." Which is a convenient stance to take seeing as Nintendo
sold more than double the number of Wii's this year as Sony has sold PS3s --
2.8 million Wiis to 1.2 million PS3s. The 'race' still looks like a race if
you only count PS3 and the XBox 360, which only sold 1.12 million units this
year. I guess when the other guy is beating you so much it's better to just
pretend he's not your competition.

Now, I will admit there's a little truth in the claim that Sony isn't
competing with the Wii -- they have DRASTICALLY different game sets and
audiences. Nintendo has always had a reputation as a family console with
kids' games, where as Sony's bread and butter are the "more adult" RPGs and
FPSs like Final Fantasy and Metal Gear. The XBox, with flagships like
Halo3, it much more directly competing with Sony than the Wii is. Still,
with Nintendo putting out bits like Super Smash Brothers and Metroid Prime,
maybe they're fighting for the same market more than Sony is willing to
admit.
jackofallgeeks: (Default)
One beer company buys
another
, ho hum, but now I want to make an RPG character named Stella
Artois. It's probably already taken in most MMOs.
jackofallgeeks: (Default)
This is
something that's bugged me from time to time, whenever I read about
International relations. To put a name to it, the fact that there seems to
be relatively few ways to actually enforce international 'rules.' The
article is talking about how the head of Sudan has been accused of war
crimes, but Sudan doesn't recognize the court that's making the
accusations. I believe it was Locke's view that international relations was
as close as modern man got to "the state of nature," which rather cynically
holds that brute force is the only true rule (might makes right, mostly
because who's going to stand up to you?).

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