This is a day off?

Well, another day.

It started out well enough. Slept in until around noon, took a shower, checked Online. Rose came over around 2:00, I suppose, and we went off to Costco. Walked around there for a while, picked up some things, and headed out. Stopped by Chik-fil-a for Lunch, Trevor bought me a sandwich, and we finally got home at around 5:00.

By now I was feeling really beat, although the Drive was good and I finished listening to Refractions. I went and started my school work, but about half-way through got myself really stuck. I asked Jim if he'd be cool working together on it, we set a time, and I then I went out for a drive.
Sometimes, it's nice to have a car, even if it's just to get away for a few hours.

Got back around 11:00 or so, checked my empty mailbox, and I suppose I'll head to bed before long. Whee, what a day.

The Other Side

Yeah, so, surprise surprise, I've been really kinda peeved t'day. Louis and Claire got hints at that, though I'm not sure Claire saw hers. Of course, my mail seems really putz-ish right now, so who knows.

Anyways, I've been feeling off alot lately, as I may have mentioned. First being really emotional (but in a good way) and then for a day I just felt sour. Today... Well, it started off last night when Trevor told me Rose had found a comment I'd made in my post offensive, and he agreed. Being me, I spent some time the other night writing them an e-mail explaning my stand, though I'd like to think I wasn't appologizing (look up the origins of that word, it can be enlightening). But that aside, I could really give a damn. First off, it's my damn journal, I'll say what I want. Second off all, ANYONE who knows me knows I don't approve of that situation. I can understand it, certainly, but I have far too many friends with babies for it to be a good thing. And you know what? It's MY opinion, so fuck off.

( Yeah, we can tell that was a good way to start off the day. )

For those who know, this is very much a similar situation as I recall having with Jeff Deal. Except I decided then that I didn't want to put up with it. But, I'm not proud of my anger, and I'd rather not wallow in it. Just wanted to get this out to my 'trusted circle of friends,' if you will.

Anthologies

For those of you just joining us (Ben, Mere, Megan, and the like), I enjoy writing. Alas, I can never come up with much of a plot. So, I've contented myself with writing little snippets. My style attempts to mimic my friend Nifer's way of writing, as I quite enjoy her works. I like to imagine that my works can be profound and artistic, hopefully conveying more than the simple scene infront of you. I don't claim to be any great master, though, so these ideas may only be in my head. In the end, however, I enjoy writing them and I'm proud of how most of them came out. To that effect, I'm collecting a list of links here incase anyone would want to read them. Anyways... They're listed in the order they were 'printed.'
For those of you just joining us (Ben, Mere, Megan, and the like), I enjoy writing. Alas, I can never come up with much of a plot. So, I've contented myself with writing little snippets. My style attempts to mimic my friend Nifer's way of writing, as I quite enjoy her works. I like to imagine that my works can be profound and artistic, hopefully conveying more than the simple scene infront of you. I don't claim to be any great master, though, so these ideas may only be in my head. In the end, however, I enjoy writing them and I'm proud of how most of them came out. To that effect, I'm collecting a list of links here incase anyone would want to read them. Anyways... They're listed in the order they were 'printed.'

( Biblia )

A Dream

Until 07.02.03 this was private. I've opened it now to some friends. As a note, I don't often dream -- I sleep, it's black, and I wake.
Made public 09.12.05

Of all nights to dream, and all dreams to have, I dreamt last night that Claire had a new boyfriend.

>_<  I want her to be happy. I just wish I didn't have to deal with this alone.
I miss her. I miss us. I wish we were still together.

But everyone already knows this.
I'm going to go cry, now.