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A Light Shone Down
Jan. 22nd, 2003 02:28 amWell, today ended up being alot better than it started out.
Right from the get-go it was bad. I don't dream, almost ever, and somehow last night I had a dream which just shattered my emotions. I can't remember exactly what it was, but it left me feeling very empty and alone. I crawled out of bed at about 9:15, took a shower, and actually felt pretty well, physically. It was snowing until about 12:30, and so I walked to class and back in flurries. Class was alright -- the teacher hasn't but just started to introduce the topic, but I need to read several chapters in the Bible before Thursday.
I grabbed some food at South before heading back to my room. When I got there, my mail had stopped futzing, and I recieved the letter from Amanda which she sent last night, containing pictures of Sara's baby, Epiphany. If anyone's interested, I now have 4 pics, though she's REALLY young (the age when I think most babies all look alike), but even with that she looks really cute. ^_^
Anyways, my empty feeling had developed into a generally sour mood. I sent Trevor and e-mail warning him that I might lash out (though, he seemed to think I meant physically), and then curled into a ball on my bed and 'slept' for 40 min. I think I drifted in and out of conciousness, but it was warm, and soft, and familiar.
( That's when things began to look up. )
Right from the get-go it was bad. I don't dream, almost ever, and somehow last night I had a dream which just shattered my emotions. I can't remember exactly what it was, but it left me feeling very empty and alone. I crawled out of bed at about 9:15, took a shower, and actually felt pretty well, physically. It was snowing until about 12:30, and so I walked to class and back in flurries. Class was alright -- the teacher hasn't but just started to introduce the topic, but I need to read several chapters in the Bible before Thursday.
I grabbed some food at South before heading back to my room. When I got there, my mail had stopped futzing, and I recieved the letter from Amanda which she sent last night, containing pictures of Sara's baby, Epiphany. If anyone's interested, I now have 4 pics, though she's REALLY young (the age when I think most babies all look alike), but even with that she looks really cute. ^_^
Anyways, my empty feeling had developed into a generally sour mood. I sent Trevor and e-mail warning him that I might lash out (though, he seemed to think I meant physically), and then curled into a ball on my bed and 'slept' for 40 min. I think I drifted in and out of conciousness, but it was warm, and soft, and familiar.
( That's when things began to look up. )
