And what is left for me, then?

[jackofallgeeks]

Andrew,
This is a little note to say that I've enjoyed our friendship of the past year and a half, but I wish to end it. Perhaps this comes as a shock to you. I realize it must hurt, but I have to be honest with myself as well. I simply am not comfortable in our relationship, though I know it is not romantic at all. I wish to drop all contact; I know you will respect that. Please do not contact me in the future. I bear you no ill will and am sure you will be very successful in California. Please pray for me, as I do for you. God bless.
Suzannah


In case you're wondering, my governing emotion at the moment is not hurt, or loss, or lonliness, or sadness.
It's anger, deep and fierce and smoldering.

Comments

[mmeubiquitous.livejournal.com]

*hug* I know it's hard. And it will take time. It might help to remember that in all likelihood this is very painful for her as well, and she's not trying to hurt you.

If it's any consolation, I had a similar falling out with someone with whom I am now on very good terms (I was in your position in that one. I remember the feeling of physical illness. I remember screaming at the phone after he told me he wanted no contact and we hung up). So things can get better. But you can't force them. Would that it were that easy.

*hug* Take care of yourself, Andrew. Let me know if I can help in any way.