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Apr. 18th, 2005 01:30 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jackofallgeeksI really shouldn't care if the Event organizer for this weekend thinks I'm a 'flaky jackass'.
I really shouldn't worry that, somehow, this is going to surface later on in my life and bite me.
I really shouldn't fear that pulling out on my word, even in this mostly-justifiable circumstance (if arguably unjustifiable timing) makes me a worse person for it.
But I do. And I will. And it's going to bother me for the next few days until it all blows over and I can forget about it.
I really don't like going back on my word.
I really shouldn't worry that, somehow, this is going to surface later on in my life and bite me.
I really shouldn't fear that pulling out on my word, even in this mostly-justifiable circumstance (if arguably unjustifiable timing) makes me a worse person for it.
But I do. And I will. And it's going to bother me for the next few days until it all blows over and I can forget about it.
I really don't like going back on my word.
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Date: 2005-04-18 04:48 pm (UTC)Also, my father wants to speak to you about your experience in homeschooling. Any idea when you'll be back in this area, if at all?