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[jackofallgeeks]

I really shouldn't care if the Event organizer for this weekend thinks I'm a 'flaky jackass'.
I really shouldn't worry that, somehow, this is going to surface later on in my life and bite me.
I really shouldn't fear that pulling out on my word, even in this mostly-justifiable circumstance (if arguably unjustifiable timing) makes me a worse person for it.

But I do. And I will. And it's going to bother me for the next few days until it all blows over and I can forget about it.
I really don't like going back on my word.

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[surichan.livejournal.com]

If it's any consolation, I can more than understand. Is there any way you can talk to the people this might affect and set things a little more right in your mind and heart?

Also, my father wants to speak to you about your experience in homeschooling. Any idea when you'll be back in this area, if at all?