I'm losing it...
Aug. 15th, 2002 08:14 amThere you go, folks, record time. I've been in the office for all of, what, 45min, and there is NOTHING for me to do. No mail has gone unread, no journal unchecked. Not that I had much in either to look at...
I'm dying for some attention from Claire - I think that's the root of all my worry. I feel like I'm not a part of her life anymore, and it hurts. *deep breath* Two weeks. I can last for two weeks. I asked her to call me, and I feel...weird for it. I donno, I'm just under the impression you don't do that - I don't really have anything to SAY, I just want to talk to her, and you don't just ask someone to call you for no reason...right?
I have to thank Mel, just for being a sweet girl. ^^;; Intellectually, I'm sure anyone who takes the time to look at this cares, but it's good to hear it now and again, you know?
::looks around:: Yes, well, I should go find something to do, lest I sit here and ramble, succeeding in only showing how foolish I really am. *deep breath* I'm getting better. I'll get over this.
They're comming to take me away, hee hee, ho ho, to the funny farm, where life is beautiful all the time...
I'm dying for some attention from Claire - I think that's the root of all my worry. I feel like I'm not a part of her life anymore, and it hurts. *deep breath* Two weeks. I can last for two weeks. I asked her to call me, and I feel...weird for it. I donno, I'm just under the impression you don't do that - I don't really have anything to SAY, I just want to talk to her, and you don't just ask someone to call you for no reason...right?
I have to thank Mel, just for being a sweet girl. ^^;; Intellectually, I'm sure anyone who takes the time to look at this cares, but it's good to hear it now and again, you know?
::looks around:: Yes, well, I should go find something to do, lest I sit here and ramble, succeeding in only showing how foolish I really am. *deep breath* I'm getting better. I'll get over this.
They're comming to take me away, hee hee, ho ho, to the funny farm, where life is beautiful all the time...