I'm losing it...

[jackofallgeeks]

There you go, folks, record time. I've been in the office for all of, what, 45min, and there is NOTHING for me to do. No mail has gone unread, no journal unchecked. Not that I had much in either to look at...

I'm dying for some attention from Claire - I think that's the root of all my worry. I feel like I'm not a part of her life anymore, and it hurts. *deep breath* Two weeks. I can last for two weeks. I asked her to call me, and I feel...weird for it. I donno, I'm just under the impression you don't do that - I don't really have anything to SAY, I just want to talk to her, and you don't just ask someone to call you for no reason...right?

I have to thank Mel, just for being a sweet girl. ^^;; Intellectually, I'm sure anyone who takes the time to look at this cares, but it's good to hear it now and again, you know?

::looks around:: Yes, well, I should go find something to do, lest I sit here and ramble, succeeding in only showing how foolish I really am. *deep breath* I'm getting better. I'll get over this.

---

They're comming to take me away, hee hee, ho ho, to the funny farm, where life is beautiful all the time...

Comments

[surichan.livejournal.com]

Of course you have a reason...you miss her! Whether you have "something to say" or not, sometimes just hearing the voice of someone you really care about can make the fact that you're not alone a little easier to see and accept, not to mention ease the loneliness of waiting through seperation.

::hugs:: Lots of people love you, Andrew. Maybe one day, that'll stick!

::hugs::

[starlight1184.livejournal.com]

You don't have to have a reason. I do not believe that any reason other than the one you stated (you want to talk to her) is needed. In my opinion, that's reason enough.

I agree with Leslie. People love you and care about you... you just need to believe it.