Recent Update

( Allow me to express myself )

In other news, I've decided (or rediscovered, perhaps) that I'm really a very cerebral-kinda guy. In particular, I think I've had the most enjoyment all summer in the last two or three days, what with the Discussion with Bernadette and the Machinations of the Mathmagician. I want to get back to thinking more again, and hope getting back "home" to College will fascilitate that. I hope that returning to college will help sort many things out, and agree with Leslie that I'm ancious to have my autonomy back (which apparently has nothing to do with cars...).

I think that's all for this post. I'll probably post again before the day is through, seeing as it's one of the few things I have to occupy myself with right now.....

Thank you, Postvixen

"...and I had a flash of empathy, looking at my boyfriend. He had casually just told me and our roommate how much he missed one of his friends from his hometown, and it truly dawned on me for the first time that he is every bit as complicated and real as I am. I am an entire world -- twenty-six years of memories, ideas, and dreams -- and it just stunned me to finally realize that there was another entire world, just as vast as my own, sleeping right beside me every night. Night after night, I'd contented myself with only seeing the first couple layers of that world. And the implication of this was even more amazing -- there are 6 _billion_ unimaginably huge internal worlds, very little of which are ever going to intersect."

I now have a great deal more respect for Kincaid, and feel I can relate quite a bit to her, just after reading her first post. I hope to read more.

Today has been a rather 'blah' day. I've felt pretty useless, like I was just a burden on people, you know?

( Life is weird )

So, uhm, yeah... ^^;; I donno why I wrote this. I guess I was just inspired by Postvixen. One day, maybe, I'll introduce myself and thank her.