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[jackofallgeeks]

*Sits very quiet, very still*
I had alot I was going to complain about. But it sounded much too close to me feeling sorry for myself, and I simply can't abide that.
As a taste, I made the mistake of IMing Emily for the first time in centuries. She'd been on several times in the last 24hrs, and it would be much too prudent of me to stay my hand.
The conversation, lasting all of 4 or 5 lines, was very uneventful. And therein, of course, lies the entirety of the disappointment.
I must, however, admit that it was fairly civil, and gives me reason to think she doesn't dislike me. Completely.

In other news, I've decided (or rediscovered, perhaps) that I'm really a very cerebral-kinda guy. In particular, I think I've had the most enjoyment all summer in the last two or three days, what with the Discussion with Bernadette and the Machinations of the Mathmagician. I want to get back to thinking more again, and hope getting back "home" to College will fascilitate that. I hope that returning to college will help sort many things out, and agree with Leslie that I'm ancious to have my autonomy back (which apparently has nothing to do with cars...).

I think that's all for this post. I'll probably post again before the day is through, seeing as it's one of the few things I have to occupy myself with right now.....

Comments

[surichan.livejournal.com]

::hugs:: I understand the frustration and the disappointment. My situation with Larry has given me a whole new appreciation of your thing with Emily. Y'know, it's sad to think that the reasons our friendships with these people (yours much more well-developed than mine) fell through is because we came clean about our feelings for them. It's really sad. It's almost enough to make one think that one might as well just keep one's bloody mouth shut and not risk taking things to the next level, so as to make sure that a friendship never gets ruined.

Fortunately, everything happens for a reason...and sad as it is that you and I can't seem to keep a hold on our friendships with Larry and Emily, respectively, it might also mean that better things await us. You've already found yours. ^_^ Maybe mine'll come along someday.

[jackofallgeeks.livejournal.com]

*sigh* Yeah, I try not to let it bother me.... It just really, really sucks, you know. Snarg. ><*
I mean... I donno, I have a tendancy to over-analyze things.

It'd be nice if she'd at least talk to me, though, y'know?

[surichan.livejournal.com]

Yes, beloved, I know very well...I just wish Larry would talk to me, so I could have a chance to explain myself, maybe...but that seems too much to hope for, especially now.

Buck up, though. Life's good.