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Current Mood: Suddenly and not-quite inexplicably very lonely.

I hate feeling this way. I hate feeling unwanted and useless.
I can't stand thinking that no one out there knows me enough to tell when I'm unhappy without me making some cry for help.
I hate the fact that I can't cry.
I hate having nothing intelligent to say.
I hate making these posts.
I hate feeling so vulnerable, I hate feeling like someone somewhere is going to feel sorry for me.
I want affection, I want someone to care. I don't want pity.
I don't even really want much of anything more than someone to talk to.
I hate feeling like no one wants to listen.

I should just go.

Thank you both greatly, Rachel and Leslie. You have pulled me from the pit, and shown me that I'm neither alone nor worthless. These sour moods come out of nowhere -- I just need a friend now and again.

Date: 2003-01-16 08:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] surichan.livejournal.com
Call in the person you know there at school who gives the best hugs, and have them give you a Leslie Hug by proxy.

Hey you...

Date: 2003-01-17 08:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] serenabuny.livejournal.com
Why haven't you called me then?!? I demand that you call me when you feel like this(glares). Whether I'm busy or not. I might be really busy, but that doesn't mean I won't take the time to talk with you when you're upset and lonely. If you don't call me next time this happens I promise I will punch you in the gut (stalks off muttering)...

Date: 2003-01-17 01:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] surichan.livejournal.com
You're welcome. ::hugs and sends an instruction manual on hugging to all the girls at Catholic U.::

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