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Jan. 31st, 2007 07:47 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jackofallgeeksToday has sucked.
My current project isn't working, and it doesn't make any sense. I just can't seem to get this to work, even when everyone else can, even when I seem to be doing it the same way as everyone else, I'm the brick who can't get it to go. I hate it. I hate not being able to do this. I hate not understanding why even more. It'd be fine if I could look at it, even just be shown, "hey, my pointers are all wrong. No WONDER it doesn't work, I'm just an idiot with pointers." But it's not even that simple. There's no reason, and I hate it, and I can't not finish this project to. I didn't finish the last one. I can't stand feeling so stupid and useless.
My current project isn't working, and it doesn't make any sense. I just can't seem to get this to work, even when everyone else can, even when I seem to be doing it the same way as everyone else, I'm the brick who can't get it to go. I hate it. I hate not being able to do this. I hate not understanding why even more. It'd be fine if I could look at it, even just be shown, "hey, my pointers are all wrong. No WONDER it doesn't work, I'm just an idiot with pointers." But it's not even that simple. There's no reason, and I hate it, and I can't not finish this project to. I didn't finish the last one. I can't stand feeling so stupid and useless.
