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jackofallgeeksAt what point in a friendship is it OK to say 'miserable' when they ask you how you're doing?
How can 'I feel abandoned' be made to sound like a statement and not an accusation?
No one's been around. And Katrina hasn't written back to me. And neither has Amanda, who I wrote to at the end of December. And I talked to this girl Mary from CMS, and it was nice, but I got the feeling she wasn't interested in talking to me, and... I just feel alone.
And kind of unwanted.
And the explanation is always the same, because we all mean well but we're all busy, too. And that's understandable. But there's a little voice in the back my head that whispers that I'm just not important enough for anyone to make time for me. The fact is that nobody needs me. And I miss being needed.
How can 'I feel abandoned' be made to sound like a statement and not an accusation?
No one's been around. And Katrina hasn't written back to me. And neither has Amanda, who I wrote to at the end of December. And I talked to this girl Mary from CMS, and it was nice, but I got the feeling she wasn't interested in talking to me, and... I just feel alone.
And kind of unwanted.
And the explanation is always the same, because we all mean well but we're all busy, too. And that's understandable. But there's a little voice in the back my head that whispers that I'm just not important enough for anyone to make time for me. The fact is that nobody needs me. And I miss being needed.
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Date: 2006-02-21 02:43 pm (UTC)I for one know how horrible lonelyness can be. Now, I can't say I know what your feeling, becuase every one exsperences things differently, one of the reasons I don't belive age is a legit way to determin wisdom. Anyways, I can say I know what it can feel like. I know the pain that you may get in your chest, the long nights of thinging how things could be, the endless unproductive hours, all becuase you have things to say and yet no one to say them too. I know what it can be like, and its not an enjoyable exspearence.
Now, I have always stood by the belife that things can always be worse, becuase it is impossible to reach the worst things can get. In a way, you could look at this and say "Things couldn't get any worse in this world" But then, you can never trully say that, becuase you can never truly see how bad things trully are unless you are looking from an outside prespective. "Hide site is 20/20" as they say, and that is very true.
While things seem bad, and people seem to not need you, they will eventually. And chances are, they will need you to a great degree. People always need some one they can cout on, if you anr't the type of person people can count on, then I don't know what type of person people can. Your my brother, and as such, I know a good deal about you. I may even know more about you then you realise. But the may thing is, life has difficult times, you just need to keep your head high and get through them.