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[jackofallgeeks]

At what point in a friendship is it OK to say 'miserable' when they ask you how you're doing?
How can 'I feel abandoned' be made to sound like a statement and not an accusation?

No one's been around. And Katrina hasn't written back to me. And neither has Amanda, who I wrote to at the end of December. And I talked to this girl Mary from CMS, and it was nice, but I got the feeling she wasn't interested in talking to me, and... I just feel alone.
And kind of unwanted.

And the explanation is always the same, because we all mean well but we're all busy, too. And that's understandable. But there's a little voice in the back my head that whispers that I'm just not important enough for anyone to make time for me. The fact is that nobody needs me. And I miss being needed.

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[masqerade.livejournal.com]

I miss you too, I can't wait for you to come back to the east coast. I don't like using the phone that much because the kids always crowd around me and get "needy" when I am on the phone and then I cannot have a conversation. I am home a lot and if you IM me I will eventually check the comp. I check very often throughout the day. I love you!