What's so maybe about Katie?

[jackofallgeeks]

I haven't been able to get her out of my mind since Tuesday.
It feels like so much longer than that.
She hasn't contacted me since, and if you know me, you know that silence makes me anxious.
So I'm anxious.
And I'm impatient.
And I'm a fool.
And even if I'm not a fool, she's still 3000 miles away, and I hardly know her.

Persistence is a good thing, I've been told.
But I can't get over the hurt that persistence caused me recently.
I'm afraid to 'keep at it' because I'm afraid of being hurt again.

I haven't wanted to go to bed all week.
I think that's mostly because of school.
At least, I don't think it has much to do with this, because I didn't want to sleep last week, either.
I should go to bed.

Comments

Re: The darndest things.

[higheststar.livejournal.com]

I have nothing optimistic to write in my journal. And could only rant about the typical things. So I've stayed silence.

But dinner with your family was wonderful! I won't lie.

[jackofallgeeks.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry to hear that; I hope thing turn up for you.
Any particular occation you had dinner with them for? I don't think you were ever in the habit of randomly stopping by (not since 8th grade, at least).

[higheststar.livejournal.com]

You sister was visiting with Caitlin and it was my first shot to see her!

[jackofallgeeks.livejournal.com]

Gah! Now I'm really jealous! I want t'see my niece.