What's so maybe about Katie?

[jackofallgeeks]

I haven't been able to get her out of my mind since Tuesday.
It feels like so much longer than that.
She hasn't contacted me since, and if you know me, you know that silence makes me anxious.
So I'm anxious.
And I'm impatient.
And I'm a fool.
And even if I'm not a fool, she's still 3000 miles away, and I hardly know her.

Persistence is a good thing, I've been told.
But I can't get over the hurt that persistence caused me recently.
I'm afraid to 'keep at it' because I'm afraid of being hurt again.

I haven't wanted to go to bed all week.
I think that's mostly because of school.
At least, I don't think it has much to do with this, because I didn't want to sleep last week, either.
I should go to bed.

Comments

[jackofallgeeks.livejournal.com]

As nice as it'd be to talk with you, I don't want you to hurt yourself for it anyways.

-grins- We're in the same timezone, Dear One; picking an open slot should be easy enough. I'm in classes from 9am-3pm most every day, but I'm generally sitting right here most of the rest of the time. I'm easy to find.

For you, I'll try to make a point of being 'Back' when I'm actually at my computer this week, but even if I'm 'Away,' I'm usually here.

[mordainlove.livejournal.com]

that sounds good. i'll try to make a point to steal some online time. i'm trying to be good and keep the lines open for a number of reasons, least of them being that i have a billion job applications floating about and would really like someone to call me. grr.

i just sent you a quickie e-mail. :)

[jackofallgeeks.livejournal.com]

*glomp*

I saw, and I love you, and I'll write an actual reply to it, and yes.

^_^;;
Little things, I guess, but... uhm... yeah, that little email was one of the best things to happen to me since Tuesday.