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[jackofallgeeks]

I talked with people today.
Old friends. I miss my friends dearly.
I can't adequetly express what my friends mean to me.
I'll just end up sounding stupid.

I chatted with Emily Croft for quite a while today between classes... She knows what trillian is, and understood my Hiding trick. This amused me. We sat and talked about nothing in particular, but it was really good. I miss her being around the way she was in Highschool...
I also chatted with Ms. Becky, but she was late for bed, so it was only a short one. She asked how I was, and I felt compelled to tell her, truthfully, that I wasn't so hot. I donno. It's stupid. But she cared. And that felt nice. I don't know.

The best one, though, was I finally bumped into Sara online. It occured to me that I've 'known' Sara longer than I've known Leslie, though just short of as long as I've known Louis. That struck me; it's really important to me. We talked about such an stuff... I feel a little bad for her situation... I wish I could make it better... She told me that in Freshman or Sophomore year, both she and Leslie had had crushes on me...  ^_^;;  I wish someone woulda let me know then.
It was good talkig with her again.

I'm going to say things you won't like.
I can't fix everything.
I'm not perfect.
I have to learn to accept that.
I have to learn to deal with that.

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[bluegrave.livejournal.com]

I always care about what is going on and making you happy or unhappy. That's why I'm your friend. (Even if I do get to posts late and make disjointed comments in others) If you ever need me, just let me know and as long as I can I'll be there to lend an ear, a soundbord and if you want/need it a little advice.

^^ I adore you