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[jackofallgeeks]

I talked with people today.
Old friends. I miss my friends dearly.
I can't adequetly express what my friends mean to me.
I'll just end up sounding stupid.

I chatted with Emily Croft for quite a while today between classes... She knows what trillian is, and understood my Hiding trick. This amused me. We sat and talked about nothing in particular, but it was really good. I miss her being around the way she was in Highschool...
I also chatted with Ms. Becky, but she was late for bed, so it was only a short one. She asked how I was, and I felt compelled to tell her, truthfully, that I wasn't so hot. I donno. It's stupid. But she cared. And that felt nice. I don't know.

The best one, though, was I finally bumped into Sara online. It occured to me that I've 'known' Sara longer than I've known Leslie, though just short of as long as I've known Louis. That struck me; it's really important to me. We talked about such an stuff... I feel a little bad for her situation... I wish I could make it better... She told me that in Freshman or Sophomore year, both she and Leslie had had crushes on me...  ^_^;;  I wish someone woulda let me know then.
It was good talkig with her again.

I'm going to say things you won't like.
I can't fix everything.
I'm not perfect.
I have to learn to accept that.
I have to learn to deal with that.

Comments

[mordainlove.livejournal.com]

i miss you. i've just thought you were busy, thus the lack of posting. i went to reply to your comment about ender's game... but the comment was gone.

::hug::

-hug-

[jackofallgeeks.livejournal.com]

-smiles- I have been busy, bu I'm always around here if you ever want to drop me a line.  ^_^  I've missed you, too.

And yeah, I posted and deleted that comment at one time. I wanted you to know how much I appreciate the book, but felt.. I donno, like it was out of place... or something...

OK, ok, I was a little embarrassed about putting it up like that.  :p

Love the icon, by the way. Love the quote. I'm stealing it for my collection, you realize.

Re: -hug-

[mordainlove.livejournal.com]

::giggle:: You're so cute sometimes, Andrew. Really. The first thing I thought was... holy crap! he's doing this to show me how frustrating it was when *I* was deleting my comments! aw, c'mon! that's MEAN!... .... ^__^;;

the icon is by thehush. Isn't it pretty? I'm in love with it too. The show it's from (Joan of Arcadia) is supposed to be wonderful as well... I just can't ever remember when it's on. You'd think I would, you know, memory of STEEL and all that. But no. So I keep missing it. Blast. >.<;;

So, uh, may I ask how you're liking the book? I want DETAILS. It's my favourite... I want to hear what you like about it! It's important. ^_____^

[surichan.livejournal.com]

Dude, you knew I had a crush on you! It was patently obvious! Or, wait...you mean her, don't you?

Speaking of Sara, remember how she used to date Chris Berry? Know where he is now? Fresh outta boot camp, and living in New Jersey with his gay lover.

Go figure.

[bluegrave.livejournal.com]

I always care about what is going on and making you happy or unhappy. That's why I'm your friend. (Even if I do get to posts late and make disjointed comments in others) If you ever need me, just let me know and as long as I can I'll be there to lend an ear, a soundbord and if you want/need it a little advice.

^^ I adore you