When the stars go blue...
Oct. 28th, 2003 08:12 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jackofallgeeksUhn, feeling really unmotivated today.
Not feverish, I'm over that this morning, but just... The only reason I got out of bed this morning was from rote mechanical habit. I'm on autopilot. I have no motivation.
I'm so unmotivated, I almost don't even feel like writing this post about how unmotivated I feel.
In the last couple days, I've been feeling a little down. Something's been bothering me, and I can't really put my finger on it. Not really, anyways. I'm starting to sound like I did a year ago, I think...
As near as I can tell... There's just a bunch of things I have to say, but I "can't" say them, because I don't want to... cause the effect it would have on people, or something. And it's not just one thing, either, but a bunch of things which, I fear, would negatively affect a bunch of people. And so I sit here in silence, and as always, I think the silence is what's hurting.
I don't believe anyone is selfish out of cruelty.
On impulse, I was just about to erase this all.
I'll post it now, as I can't think of anymore to say.
Not feverish, I'm over that this morning, but just... The only reason I got out of bed this morning was from rote mechanical habit. I'm on autopilot. I have no motivation.
I'm so unmotivated, I almost don't even feel like writing this post about how unmotivated I feel.
In the last couple days, I've been feeling a little down. Something's been bothering me, and I can't really put my finger on it. Not really, anyways. I'm starting to sound like I did a year ago, I think...
As near as I can tell... There's just a bunch of things I have to say, but I "can't" say them, because I don't want to... cause the effect it would have on people, or something. And it's not just one thing, either, but a bunch of things which, I fear, would negatively affect a bunch of people. And so I sit here in silence, and as always, I think the silence is what's hurting.
I don't believe anyone is selfish out of cruelty.
On impulse, I was just about to erase this all.
I'll post it now, as I can't think of anymore to say.
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Date: 2003-10-28 06:42 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-10-28 06:44 am (UTC)That question was suitably vague. ^_^;;
Care to expand on what it is your asking?
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Date: 2003-10-28 07:02 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-10-28 07:16 am (UTC)I suppose you're right though.
And actually, you're mighty word-probe has suceeded, I think, though you're not aware of it yet. If I can remember when I get out of the pffice, I'll post something about it...
Oh, come on...you're Satan.
Date: 2003-10-28 07:18 am (UTC)Seriously, though, I'm interested to see what's troubling the Baka-Neko today.
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Date: 2003-10-28 07:38 am (UTC)I'm interested to see what's troubling the Baka-Neko today.
-smiles- That makes two of us. We'll se if I can remember what I have to say when I have the time to say it. Or something.
Randomly...
Date: 2003-10-28 07:41 am (UTC)"All my other fanfiction can be found in my Memories, if you care to take a gander. Or a goose. Or a gosling. I'm shutting up now."
I giggle insanely.
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Date: 2003-10-28 07:18 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-10-29 08:05 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-10-29 08:03 pm (UTC)...where do you go when you're lonely?...
Date: 2003-10-28 08:34 am (UTC)We are your friends, we don't want you to be a masicist.
So bite the bullet, and spit it out. Ok?
*nuzzle*
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Date: 2003-10-28 01:26 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-10-29 05:35 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-10-30 05:52 am (UTC)