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Aug. 10th, 2003 02:04 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jackofallgeeksYeah, I'm with you, Kate, emotions can suck.
So, Claire's back. She got back yesterday sometime, which makes sense, seeing as that's the end of her work-week, and there isn't another one. in a few weeks she'll be going off to College, just like almost everyone I know. Rachel's going to be out in The Plains somewhere, Leslie's going to Japan, Louis is already in PA, and claire's going up to New England... Meanwhile, I stay here in DC.
If a guy's not careful, he could feel as though his world were fracturing.
-sigh- Uhm, right, so I'm really... I want to say scared, but that's not it. Or it is. I think I'm always scared. It sounds foolish to say "I want to get back in touch with her," but then, she's been gone for several months. It's like, I can't stand to not hear from her, but I don't know if I'm ready...
My eyes hurt... I think it's my contacts...
In other news, we're having a graduation party for Gene today -- he finished Highschool on Friday, and has two weeks before he goes off to college. We were just going through a bunch of pictures to make collages for him -- some of them are great! Anyone who knows Gene might have some idea. One day, I'll get a scanner or something and share with you all the catalogue of my life. I also found some decent picture of myself (gasp!) and a few old one of my 7th Grade friends -- including Julia, Mike, Miranda, and The Party That Never Was (not, mind you, the Picture That doesn't Exist -- that doesn't exist). I like pictures; I like remembering. -laughs- I have such a horrid memory on my own... There were some of Julia -- I'll be taking these with me to rachel, so we can maybe sit and chat about it all. I'd like that alot.
But, now there are people and food, and I must go eat and socialize. I'm in a much better mood now (after seeing all these pictures) than I was when I started this. -grin-
My affections to you all!
So, Claire's back. She got back yesterday sometime, which makes sense, seeing as that's the end of her work-week, and there isn't another one. in a few weeks she'll be going off to College, just like almost everyone I know. Rachel's going to be out in The Plains somewhere, Leslie's going to Japan, Louis is already in PA, and claire's going up to New England... Meanwhile, I stay here in DC.
If a guy's not careful, he could feel as though his world were fracturing.
-sigh- Uhm, right, so I'm really... I want to say scared, but that's not it. Or it is. I think I'm always scared. It sounds foolish to say "I want to get back in touch with her," but then, she's been gone for several months. It's like, I can't stand to not hear from her, but I don't know if I'm ready...
My eyes hurt... I think it's my contacts...
In other news, we're having a graduation party for Gene today -- he finished Highschool on Friday, and has two weeks before he goes off to college. We were just going through a bunch of pictures to make collages for him -- some of them are great! Anyone who knows Gene might have some idea. One day, I'll get a scanner or something and share with you all the catalogue of my life. I also found some decent picture of myself (gasp!) and a few old one of my 7th Grade friends -- including Julia, Mike, Miranda, and The Party That Never Was (not, mind you, the Picture That doesn't Exist -- that doesn't exist). I like pictures; I like remembering. -laughs- I have such a horrid memory on my own... There were some of Julia -- I'll be taking these with me to rachel, so we can maybe sit and chat about it all. I'd like that alot.
But, now there are people and food, and I must go eat and socialize. I'm in a much better mood now (after seeing all these pictures) than I was when I started this. -grin-
My affections to you all!
