The moon was profound...
Jul. 11th, 2003 10:18 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jackofallgeeksYou know, today was strikingly beautiful. I mean really beautiful. that's something that's always hit me as off about this journal, or perhapse how I use it. You don't see all the sides. you see one facet, and most often the darkest one at that. I go to this journal, for the most part, when, well, I need it. And it rather makes sense. But this Journal is at least in great part meant to... explain me, perhapse. To show who I am. It seems to me that many times I'm such a goof in person that people miss the rest of me. Or something...
Anyways, though, that's the thing: As down as I may sound from time to time, I'm never as bad as I make myself out to me. I am happy a lot of the time. I do look up at the bright, blue sky with scattered fluffy clouds with wondrous awe. I do sit in contemplative silence staring out over the vast green sea that the trees around here form. I drive down the road with the window rolled down, reveling in my freedom, and I smile. You won't see that, usually, on this journal. Or, at the very least, I don't think you see it often enough.
Sometimes, some things just have to be said, no matter how obvious.
Anyways, though, that's the thing: As down as I may sound from time to time, I'm never as bad as I make myself out to me. I am happy a lot of the time. I do look up at the bright, blue sky with scattered fluffy clouds with wondrous awe. I do sit in contemplative silence staring out over the vast green sea that the trees around here form. I drive down the road with the window rolled down, reveling in my freedom, and I smile. You won't see that, usually, on this journal. Or, at the very least, I don't think you see it often enough.
Sometimes, some things just have to be said, no matter how obvious.
