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So, this just seemed like something pertinent. I'm always a little concerned that when I talk about certain ladies, people will misunderstand, and this is just such an occasion.

I was talking to my friend Tink about how another friend of mine seemed almost-inexplicably contemptuous as concerns my relationship with Suzannah, and Tink said she could kind of understand. After a little, it came out that Tink thought it was wrong how Suzannah was ignoring me, with the understanding that she would go to Contra and simply and specifically not talk to me.

This isn't the case, and hasn't been the case. Suzannah hasn't been to Contra all year, though when we do see each other it's like how it was on Friday: we talk and have fun and it's all-around good stuff. When I say "we aren't speaking" it's because I have no contact with her. She hasn't been at Contra, and so we haven't stayed after to talk or go for walks the way we would last year. The most blatant not-speaking is that we haven't been emailing each other which is understandable -- I haven't gone into detail about how I think I behaved badly, but it was most apparent in our emails, and she asked for a break from that.

So, anyways, I don't think I've explained any of this adequately, but it's not the case that she's been ignoring me outright.

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I've found the Tarot Deck that I want, particularly as I've become enamoured with This Card.

Someone told me it's poor form to buy your own tarot deck, though, and as I've already spent $160+ on Amazon in the last week... I'm trying to refrain myself.