Sep. 14th, 2002

Update

Sep. 14th, 2002 12:53 am
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So, yeah, today we pretty cool.

Had class this morning, and then work from 12:00 til 5:00. Got a paycheck, too - another $100 in the bank. I also checked my Credit Balance and saw that it'd cleared. Now just to get those computer parts.... After work I got together with Louis. He came and fixed my DVD player, then we hung out and talked and stuff - bumped into Katie L., who we've both known from Elementry, and he'd gone to High School with her. Then we watched a movie called 'Donnie Darco' which, simple put, was great. It was really, really creapy, in a way, but also kinda deep, and.... it was really kinda cool. I suggest you all find it and watch it - just, not alone.

Driving him home was pretty cool. I was in that Oldsmobile thingy, and going down Georgia this sleek-looking black car comes up on us like he wants to pass me - and at high velocity. ::Grins:: Oh how I DO so love a challenge, heh heh heh.
The dude had a NICE car, especially compared to me, but I met him inch for ince the whole way - he thought he could smoke me, HA! And THEN, he got in a lane behind some guy turning - EAT THAT! Ah, it was such a rush, I felt wonderful! I haven't had an experience like that in quite some time. It was magnificent.

And I suppose that's it, aside from the Chinese Food that was two hours late and is curently resting as a lead chunk at the bottom of my stomach. Woog... ><*
So, I shall leave you with this:

The Lonely Snowman )
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"You need to get out more."

It's really kind of funny, the way we met. It was one of those 'you have to be hurt before you can know you were well' type of things? I didn't realize how miserable I was before I met her. She's just so wonderful... even now, I think she'd just be so great for me... I wish I had anything to offer her, anything she wanted.

"I would do anything for love/ but I won't do that"

One thing that I think I miss is the comfort she was to me. Yes, yes, she made me feel safe when I was with her - calm, accepted, loved. I don't expect that should go away - I pray for that to remain. But...she offered comfort, intimacy. I could kiss her, and hold her, and she accepted that. I fear that is lost, and I mourn for it. I want to kiss someone...

"I don't want to feel this way, no/ I don't want to say I'm just a friend."

I want us to get back together. I mean, if it's over, I just want to be able to let it go - accept it and move on. But I don't WANT it to be over. I want us to work out whatever problems we have... I want to be with her. Maybe not immediately, maybe not even for a while, but in the end, I still want to be with Claire.

"She wants me to be/ something I can't be."

I should go...

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