(no subject)

[jackofallgeeks]

It occurs to me that I don't want to forget.
But I am.

I want to remember all the good times she and I had.
I feel like I'm perhaps losing sight of who she is.
I'm so caught up in what isn't there, that I can't see what is.

And I was doing so good, too.

She's a wonderful girl. I should have more faith in her than I do, especially faith in her as a friend.
I still don't want to tip my hand, but...
I want to be OK with 'just friends' again.
I'll tell her I love her, and I wish we were still together, but if that can't be then I have to move on.
I don't want to mess up and lose the friendship which I know we have, and it is wonderful.

Please, keep me in your prayers.

Comments

[otakulk.livejournal.com]

"It's me not recognizing who she is."

Ahh I see, that kinda like expecting.