If I Only Had A Brain
Dec. 12th, 2001 11:35 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jackofallgeeksToday I went to see Claire.
I mention it because it was amazing.
I mention it because it was fun.
I mention it because it was insane.
And I mention it because I don't want to forget.
I got up at 11:30-ish, got dressed, and got my car. Left Gramma's at 1:30-ish, and made it to Claire's at 3:30 or 4:00. My heart stopped for about (counted) 5-sec as I passed a cop sitting on 95 while I was going 87 in a 55 zone. I knew my first ticket was comming. He never followed. Thank you, Jesus. ^_^
For fear of Nifer skinning me alive for comming down AGAIN and not telling her, we tried getting ahold of her. Frighteningly, she wasn't there.
So we went to the mall - me to get Gene a present, her to get her dad one. And then we thought to keep an eye out for Mina (Claire's sake) and Nifer (mine). We didn't see Mina (Claire's Relief) though I joked her about it the whole time, but we did find Nifer (my relief).
Claire said "Look who I've Got" and Nifer looked over at me, got really excited, and glomped me. ^_^ I feel so loved.
Then she hit me. Thrice. And called me a punk cause I told her I wouldn't be down till after break. ^^ Just the response I was hoping for. Nifer seemed happy - that was good after all the brooding she's seemed to be in online. I like my freinds being happy.
She had a little time, so we went to play pool, and oddly enough I was beating her pretty badly!! I SWEAR I don't know how to shoot pool - it was all dumb luck! O.O But, she won in the end, so it was all good.
We went back to Claire's and played 1+1/2 games of .\\agic: The Gathering before her mom subtly hinted that I'd better be gone by 9:00. ^_^;;
We finished the game, and I was out the door by 8:50. Claire and I spent the following 30min holding eachother, trying to say goodbye, standing next to my car. I so didn't want to leave - it was painful. Rachel may understand were I to explain that the pain was similar to that felt the night I tried to tell her 'stuff'. But no one else would get that, so it's a moot point.
I got back to my dorm in a record nearly-exactly-2 hours at 11:30. I didn't even have (much) trouble getting through DC to my Dorm. Maybe I'll get used to it yet.
Argh, I'm so CONFUSED! I know I care deeply for Claire, that's not the problem. It's just... But, I don't have time to get into that now. i have a philosophy test tomarrow at 8am, so that gives me about 2 hrs to study before bed. Wish me luck.
I mention it because it was amazing.
I mention it because it was fun.
I mention it because it was insane.
And I mention it because I don't want to forget.
I got up at 11:30-ish, got dressed, and got my car. Left Gramma's at 1:30-ish, and made it to Claire's at 3:30 or 4:00. My heart stopped for about (counted) 5-sec as I passed a cop sitting on 95 while I was going 87 in a 55 zone. I knew my first ticket was comming. He never followed. Thank you, Jesus. ^_^
For fear of Nifer skinning me alive for comming down AGAIN and not telling her, we tried getting ahold of her. Frighteningly, she wasn't there.
So we went to the mall - me to get Gene a present, her to get her dad one. And then we thought to keep an eye out for Mina (Claire's sake) and Nifer (mine). We didn't see Mina (Claire's Relief) though I joked her about it the whole time, but we did find Nifer (my relief).
Claire said "Look who I've Got" and Nifer looked over at me, got really excited, and glomped me. ^_^ I feel so loved.
Then she hit me. Thrice. And called me a punk cause I told her I wouldn't be down till after break. ^^ Just the response I was hoping for. Nifer seemed happy - that was good after all the brooding she's seemed to be in online. I like my freinds being happy.
She had a little time, so we went to play pool, and oddly enough I was beating her pretty badly!! I SWEAR I don't know how to shoot pool - it was all dumb luck! O.O But, she won in the end, so it was all good.
We went back to Claire's and played 1+1/2 games of .\\agic: The Gathering before her mom subtly hinted that I'd better be gone by 9:00. ^_^;;
We finished the game, and I was out the door by 8:50. Claire and I spent the following 30min holding eachother, trying to say goodbye, standing next to my car. I so didn't want to leave - it was painful. Rachel may understand were I to explain that the pain was similar to that felt the night I tried to tell her 'stuff'. But no one else would get that, so it's a moot point.
I got back to my dorm in a record nearly-exactly-2 hours at 11:30. I didn't even have (much) trouble getting through DC to my Dorm. Maybe I'll get used to it yet.
Argh, I'm so CONFUSED! I know I care deeply for Claire, that's not the problem. It's just... But, I don't have time to get into that now. i have a philosophy test tomarrow at 8am, so that gives me about 2 hrs to study before bed. Wish me luck.
