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[jackofallgeeks]

I'm achingly sad right now, though I can't really put my finger on a definite source. Anastasiya stood me up tonight, I think that has a big thing to do with it. Nothing big, just that we were supposed to get together today and do stuff for the RPG and I never heard from her. No call or anything.

I watched the movie eXistenZ tonight. About time, too; I think it's been sitting on my coffee table for a month. It was meh. A nice premise, but poor execution. It felt choppy and half-formed, hard to follow, and ultimately meaningless. It tried to say something philosophic, I think, but just ended up preaching the evils of video games, I think. That left a sour taste in my mouth, too.

Checked my finances, and actually got a little boost of good-stuff from it, which was unexpected. I still have *lots* of debt, especially if you count my car and my house, but I've made what feels like significant headway on my credit card debt, which is very cool.

I don't want to go to sleep; I don't want it to be tomorrow. Because right now I don't feel like I have anything to look forward to.

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[dikaiosunh.livejournal.com]

we were supposed to get together today and do stuff for the RPG and I never heard from her

Fuck. Now I'm depressed.

I haven't seen eXistenZ, but I'd heard mixed things, even from Cronenberg fans, about it, so you don't seem alone in being underwhelmed.