End of the Week
Feb. 9th, 2007 12:05 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jackofallgeeksI'm avoiding sleep again.
I think it's because I have two meetings tomorrow morning that I don't want to go to.
I got paid today. Which was convenient, because my rent check was also cashed. The plus side is no overdraft penalty (my bank is kind and I don't have much of a penalty, but I still like it when my money works out). The downside is that I only have $600 for the next two weeks. Which wouldn't be bothering me so much if I wasn't also paying credit cards off in the next week. There are people far worse off than I am, I'm sure -- some of them I know personally, but it still makes me nervous.
I also checked said credit cards and I still have about $10k in debt on them. I want to believe I'm making headway, I want to believe I used to have $11k, and I honestly believe I'll be in debt until I die anyways, but... I don't like it. I really don't like it. I removed my cards from my wallet a couple days ago. Not that I can't trust myself to be disciplines, but... I'm not nearly as disciplined as I wish I was. In most things. I may put said cards away with my luggage if I find I'm buying things online with them. So long as I stick to my check card, I'll stay in budget by necessity.
Tomorrow's Friday. Monday (for Heroes) and Friday (for FNM) are the two days I look forward to. I kinda wish I looked forward to Sundays more, but I find the way the local church conducts itself to be irritating a lot of the time. I keep meaning to look for masses elsewhere, but I never take the time.
I need to find my rosary. I think it'd do me good to get back to praying that.
I think it'd do me good if I didn't feel so disconnected from everyone I love.
The local Quiznos burned down last night.
I think it's because I have two meetings tomorrow morning that I don't want to go to.
I got paid today. Which was convenient, because my rent check was also cashed. The plus side is no overdraft penalty (my bank is kind and I don't have much of a penalty, but I still like it when my money works out). The downside is that I only have $600 for the next two weeks. Which wouldn't be bothering me so much if I wasn't also paying credit cards off in the next week. There are people far worse off than I am, I'm sure -- some of them I know personally, but it still makes me nervous.
I also checked said credit cards and I still have about $10k in debt on them. I want to believe I'm making headway, I want to believe I used to have $11k, and I honestly believe I'll be in debt until I die anyways, but... I don't like it. I really don't like it. I removed my cards from my wallet a couple days ago. Not that I can't trust myself to be disciplines, but... I'm not nearly as disciplined as I wish I was. In most things. I may put said cards away with my luggage if I find I'm buying things online with them. So long as I stick to my check card, I'll stay in budget by necessity.
Tomorrow's Friday. Monday (for Heroes) and Friday (for FNM) are the two days I look forward to. I kinda wish I looked forward to Sundays more, but I find the way the local church conducts itself to be irritating a lot of the time. I keep meaning to look for masses elsewhere, but I never take the time.
I need to find my rosary. I think it'd do me good to get back to praying that.
I think it'd do me good if I didn't feel so disconnected from everyone I love.
The local Quiznos burned down last night.
