No Sir, I Don't Like It

[jackofallgeeks]

I have an issue I'd like to address. But I can't.
I don't like that.

In recent days, I feel distant from a great number of people I care about, and whom I think I can safely assume care about me.
I don't like that.

In a number of cases, I feel I have...stagnating relationships. Relationships that may well have all the potential in the world, but I feel are just...sitting.
I don't like that.

I have hopes, dreams, goals for the future. But while I would feel bad to let them sit and mold and fade away, I feel I'm being to forceful with them, not taking care where care should be taken.
I don't like that.

I seem to have developed a 'reputation' as a 'intellectual raptor' (self-coined term). I'm apparently known to be argumentative, and as such turn people off from me, at least intellectually, because no one wants to be yelled at.
I don't like that.

Both my inbox and outbox have been littered with e-mails, but few, I would dare say 'none', of which have truely held any content.
I don't like that.

I keep talking about eating some chocolate pudding, but I have yet to finally get around to it.

I don't like that.

Comments

[surichan.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry I said that I didn't want you to yell at me. I didn't mean it that way. I'm just overly sensitive, and it hurts that I sometimes feel like you don't respect me. Whether or not that's my imagination, it's leading me to back off, sort of, and that's really my problem, since it's how I'm taking what you've said.