Monday Morning
Sep. 13th, 2004 09:10 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jackofallgeeksI just called out of work sick because I have quite a bit of reading to do for this afternoon and tomorrow, and no way to do it if I go in today. Also no way to do it if I sit here and Update all morning, so I'll try to be brief.
Sick most of yesterday; Pepto-bismol is actually pretty effective relief. Saw my old friend Jess at the cook-out yesterday, which was nice. She's a happy, friendly, pretty girl. Tom came over here to watch some Anime, Bubblegum Crisis 2040, and I pitched my idea for a WoD2 game to him. I may get back to actively pursuing that and trying to get players, or something.
I called off plans for going to Contra this week in order to see Cruxshadows with Jenny at Nation. But odds are that if she bails on me, I won't get out to that, either; I'm not a fan of heading out to clubs by myself; even if I plan on meeting there, I don't enjoy going alone. Or something. I'm currently under a very slight but persistent sense of loneliness; not nearly as lonely as I've been at times, but a current just strong enough at the be felt when I sit still for too long. I'm really afraid that Suzannah does not now have, nor is ever likely to have, any serious interest in a Relationship with me. I think that thought's a prime factor in my current loneliness. I won't be seeing her for at least another couple weeks, and even then I'm not sure I'd have the opportunity, or the nerve, to broach the topic.
If I'm not careful, I'm going to get in over my head; I have classes, work, a social life of sorts, and various commitments I make. Tonight is Unsung; tomorrow I'm going home to see my sister, who's visiting for a couple days; Thursday is Nation, and when it's not it's Contra. Sleep is good, too. I don't want to have to give any of those up, I want to be able to see people (around Campus and otherwise), and I really do need to work, so I can pay for things like Nation and Contra and the like.
But now I've taken ten minutes too long. Plato awaits.
Sick most of yesterday; Pepto-bismol is actually pretty effective relief. Saw my old friend Jess at the cook-out yesterday, which was nice. She's a happy, friendly, pretty girl. Tom came over here to watch some Anime, Bubblegum Crisis 2040, and I pitched my idea for a WoD2 game to him. I may get back to actively pursuing that and trying to get players, or something.
I called off plans for going to Contra this week in order to see Cruxshadows with Jenny at Nation. But odds are that if she bails on me, I won't get out to that, either; I'm not a fan of heading out to clubs by myself; even if I plan on meeting there, I don't enjoy going alone. Or something. I'm currently under a very slight but persistent sense of loneliness; not nearly as lonely as I've been at times, but a current just strong enough at the be felt when I sit still for too long. I'm really afraid that Suzannah does not now have, nor is ever likely to have, any serious interest in a Relationship with me. I think that thought's a prime factor in my current loneliness. I won't be seeing her for at least another couple weeks, and even then I'm not sure I'd have the opportunity, or the nerve, to broach the topic.
If I'm not careful, I'm going to get in over my head; I have classes, work, a social life of sorts, and various commitments I make. Tonight is Unsung; tomorrow I'm going home to see my sister, who's visiting for a couple days; Thursday is Nation, and when it's not it's Contra. Sleep is good, too. I don't want to have to give any of those up, I want to be able to see people (around Campus and otherwise), and I really do need to work, so I can pay for things like Nation and Contra and the like.
But now I've taken ten minutes too long. Plato awaits.
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Date: 2004-09-14 07:05 pm (UTC)