So it begins.
Aug. 30th, 2004 09:20 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jackofallgeeksSo, school started. I'm moved in, mostly unpacked, had my first day of classes, and I'm exhausted -- mostly because I only managed to get four hours of sleep last night.
I think our room situation is going to work out well; we've got our sitting area all set up, with TV and gaming systems and the like. My room is all set with a book shelf and my fridge, a slightly-lofted bed, and a good set up with my computer, nice and open and stuff.
I'm making an effort to contact people these days. Today I got an email back from Ms. Jean, an old friend from Gradeschool who I wish I was in better touch with. And the other day I made friends with Liz C's roomie, who I'd met in passing about a year ago. I also got a call from Christin, a highschool friend, and made an aquaintence with a freshman girl I got paired with in Biology today. It's kinda good being The Senior, I think.
I got an email from a friend in Australia who advised that I re-approach the topic of my feelings with Suzannah sooner rather than later, for fear that things may be misread -- in her letter, the possibility that Suzannah may expect that I'm only interested in friendship, and would feel 'betrayed' if she found I had an 'agenda'. I don't think this is a plausibility -- she'd have to be blind and deaf to not follow my intentions -- but I don't know. I expect I've been known to misread things before. I PLAN on broaching the topic before I graduate, and possibly before the end of the year, but I am content with where things are right now, even if I would like to see them go further.
Mostly, I'm still really happy. I don't recall being this consistently happy in quite some time; the last five or six months have been good. or something.
(Oh, and I plan on getting so writing done. I'm just having trouble with voice. I'm looking for a certain way to say things so that I convey a feel, but without imposing assumptions... I donno...)
I think our room situation is going to work out well; we've got our sitting area all set up, with TV and gaming systems and the like. My room is all set with a book shelf and my fridge, a slightly-lofted bed, and a good set up with my computer, nice and open and stuff.
I'm making an effort to contact people these days. Today I got an email back from Ms. Jean, an old friend from Gradeschool who I wish I was in better touch with. And the other day I made friends with Liz C's roomie, who I'd met in passing about a year ago. I also got a call from Christin, a highschool friend, and made an aquaintence with a freshman girl I got paired with in Biology today. It's kinda good being The Senior, I think.
I got an email from a friend in Australia who advised that I re-approach the topic of my feelings with Suzannah sooner rather than later, for fear that things may be misread -- in her letter, the possibility that Suzannah may expect that I'm only interested in friendship, and would feel 'betrayed' if she found I had an 'agenda'. I don't think this is a plausibility -- she'd have to be blind and deaf to not follow my intentions -- but I don't know. I expect I've been known to misread things before. I PLAN on broaching the topic before I graduate, and possibly before the end of the year, but I am content with where things are right now, even if I would like to see them go further.
Mostly, I'm still really happy. I don't recall being this consistently happy in quite some time; the last five or six months have been good. or something.
(Oh, and I plan on getting so writing done. I'm just having trouble with voice. I'm looking for a certain way to say things so that I convey a feel, but without imposing assumptions... I donno...)
