A Day In The Life....

[jackofallgeeks]

PG-13

Now we're getting somewhere - your actions are
now past pre-teen level, and you're beginning to
display some more mature content in your life

"Which Movie Classification Are You?"
Test created by Jamie - take it here.

Gee, by the standards of today, I think that means I could be having rampant sex as long as I don't say 'fuck' more than three times, and never as a verb....

I died a second death last night, laying in bed. I managed to get in bed at about 1:00 or 1:30 - early by about an hour. But I haven't been sleeping well, and last night was no exception.
I remembered what it was that I'd asked Emily, at the end of the letter - if she'd ever be interested in me. And the answer from her was the same as from Jean, 'no.' I know I don't mean it, and I know I have a bunch of wonderful people who do care about me, but damn it, if I'm supposed to be such a wonderful guy....

I think I fell into a fitful, restless sleep at about 2:30 - again early by about an hour. I woke up at 6:30. Early by 2.5 hours, and beating my alarm by a solid 2 hours. I blanked out again until my alarm went off at 8:30 and got out of bed. I wasn't feeling that bad. I'll get over it. I don't think I'll ever get over her.

I made it to English class for the first time in what seemed like ages, and decided that my English teacher really isn't as bad as I've been making him out to be - I've just been stressed and he was a convenient target. Class was good in that we got into a discussion of gender roles, really, and how guys and girls act and are treated differently, and the two loudest voices were Me and Sarah M. Other people spoke, but me and Sarah were the most vocal (she even hit Mr. Marshal with he notebook when he make a crack ^_^). He dubbed me an Orator, saying I was skilled in rhetoric - meaning I knew how to argue a point persuasively. I take that as a compliment. Me ans John S. were talking about the class most of the way from Marist to Hannan, and I got a few words in with Nina before we split up, too.

Physics was utterly mind-numbing, but he used the blackboard, so I could follow where he was going at least. The homework's due tomarrow, I should do that. Afterwards I picked up my mail from McMahon and then back to my room for a little respite before Lunch and Calc. I got an e-mail saying my 3 hour CAE Tools class is cancelled today, score. Lunch was amazingly edible today, and they had onion rings. ^_^ Jack skipped Calc today, but I was still intent on going - we went over the test we'd taken, and apparently scores were below satisfactory. As he was pointing out all the mistakes that were commonly made I realized I'd made most every one... ><* I did better than most all my friends in there (Rose, Nina, Rose, That Guy) and seems my score is about a C, so, while it's not grand, i'm not going to beatmyself up about it. Just need to get on track.....

I'm seeing my friend Jackie tonight at a little before 6:00 and we're having dinner together - REAL FOOD! She's going to help me pick up some books for a paper I'm doing, and it'll just be good to see her. It'll take me between 1/2 an 1 hour t'get there, and I need gas, so I think I might leave here a little after 4:00 or a little before 5:00. Until then, I think I'll take an hour or so nap and then continue on in Starcraft. Maybe I'll do Physics later tonight.

Somestimes, you have to be hurt to know that you were well.

Comments

[surichan.livejournal.com]

I guess the most important thing to remember in this is that, as much as you care for Emily, she is one person. Does her opinion of you override the rest of us? You've got lots of people who care about you (not to mention at least one really cute gal whose name I won't mention because you know it quite well), and though it hurts to be rejected by one, to be loved by many is better.

You? Argue Persuasively?

[starlight1184.livejournal.com]

Never! :-)

Gee... that seems so unlike you. Not that you'd ever spend four hours trying to convince your bull-headed cousin of your point. You'd never do that. It's just so hard to see.

:-P

Seems like you made it to the right English class! :-)