jackofallgeeks | (no subject)

Dissapoint by Assemblage 23

Just one more time, for the sake of sanity. Tell me why, explain the gravity, that drove you to this. That brought you to this place. That pushed you down into the soil's embrace. Give me the chance I was denied to sit and talk with you, for one last time.

Did I disappoint you? Did I let you down? Did I stand on the shore and watch you as you drowned? Can you forgive me? I never knew the pain you carried deep inside of you.

I can't forget having to see the words that knocked the wind right out of me. It's not enough, I've come undone trying to find sense where there is none. Just give me peace, you owe me that, to help ward off the fears I must combat.

Did I disappoint you? Did I let you down? Did I stand on the shore and watch you as you drowned? Can you forgive me? I never knew the pain you carried deep inside of you.

And so I ask for one more chance to understand this senseless circumstance. Help me to see this through your eyes, the reasons I've been trying to surmise. Though you are gone, I am still your son, and while your pain is over mine has just begun.

Did I disappoint you? Did I let you down? Did I stand on the shore and watch you as you drowned? Can you forgive me? I never knew the pain you carried deep inside of you.