The Other Side of the Fence
Jan. 13th, 2004 01:11 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Meh.
I have things to say, but no real motivation to say them at the moment...
It's beem pointed out to me yet again that, when all is said and done, none of my friends agree with me. And that'sjust the way it is. I can sit here for years and try to explain myself, and I'll never get any closer to being understood, because there's something somewhere that remains unknowable which prevents this. Even with the friends that I feel the closest to ideologically (Alyce, Meredith, Elizabeth, etc), I'm still off in left field. I love my friends dearly, and wouldn't trade a one, but... It's just so frustrating someones, and I wish for once I could be good friends with someone who AGREES with me...
I don't know. I have class to go to.
I have things to say, but no real motivation to say them at the moment...
It's beem pointed out to me yet again that, when all is said and done, none of my friends agree with me. And that'sjust the way it is. I can sit here for years and try to explain myself, and I'll never get any closer to being understood, because there's something somewhere that remains unknowable which prevents this. Even with the friends that I feel the closest to ideologically (Alyce, Meredith, Elizabeth, etc), I'm still off in left field. I love my friends dearly, and wouldn't trade a one, but... It's just so frustrating someones, and I wish for once I could be good friends with someone who AGREES with me...
I don't know. I have class to go to.
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Date: 2004-01-13 01:12 pm (UTC)Yeah, you're right, we all do agree on some things... What gets to me, though, I guess, is... It's like, to be me, I hold these opinions, and we all know I hold them very strongly... And it's like, I don't want to upset my friends...
And yeah, life would be boring, I hold to that. And I don't expect everyone to agree with me on everything. But I don't like disagreeing so strongly with people I feel so close to, y'know?
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Date: 2004-01-13 03:56 pm (UTC)