I can't fucking believe it!!
Dec. 18th, 2003 11:00 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jackofallgeeksWhat the fuck?!
I'm about this fucking close to just saying 'skrew this' and giving up. It's not fucking worth it. I already know that she's not right for me, why the fuck does she have to continually PROVE the fact to me? I'm getting fucking tired of fighting so hard to keep some sort of relationship up, only to have her kick me in the fucking shin every time I think I'm getting somewhere. I'm getting fucking sick of trying to show her that she's going to be alright, that there will be others out there, and to have this sort of shit thrown at me every fucking time. She's so fucking inconsistant.
It's not fucking worth it.
I'm sure you all have a general idea of what's going on. I'll post more, and in greater depth, after I'm out of work.
On the plus side, I suppose, there's no great worry about me fucking trying to go back to her.
I'm about this fucking close to just saying 'skrew this' and giving up. It's not fucking worth it. I already know that she's not right for me, why the fuck does she have to continually PROVE the fact to me? I'm getting fucking tired of fighting so hard to keep some sort of relationship up, only to have her kick me in the fucking shin every time I think I'm getting somewhere. I'm getting fucking sick of trying to show her that she's going to be alright, that there will be others out there, and to have this sort of shit thrown at me every fucking time. She's so fucking inconsistant.
It's not fucking worth it.
I'm sure you all have a general idea of what's going on. I'll post more, and in greater depth, after I'm out of work.
On the plus side, I suppose, there's no great worry about me fucking trying to go back to her.
