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If I said I missed you, I'd be considered a fool on several levels.

I miss what we had. I miss knowing how you felt about me, and knowing you knew how I felt about you. I don't mind what we have now, except when it seems you're taking efforts to pull away. It hurts. It makes me think you don't want me around at all, that I should just go away, and maybe you'll be happier without me there to remind you of affections you'd sooner forget.

I know it's probably hard for you, and I can't say anything at all that would help.There are things now that you don't want to tell me... And in a way, that makes sense and should be expected, but at the same time, it stings. I don't know, like I said, maybe I'm a fool.

I guess, maybe, it's just a matter that I don't understand why anyone would hide or deny a part of who they are, and that seems to be the only way you can deal right now.
It hurts when I look at you, or talk to you, or go to touch you and there's... nothing.

Date: 2003-12-21 07:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] emeraldove.livejournal.com
Awwwww... that was so sad... *hugs*

Date: 2003-12-22 04:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jackofallgeeks.livejournal.com
-smiles-
Yeah, I rather just broke up with my girlfriend, nearly a month ago, now. It was my doing, but I'm trying to keep up a friendly-type relationship... Anyways, it's hard, needless to say, and I think it's even harder on her end.

Date: 2003-12-22 06:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] emeraldove.livejournal.com
Yeah, I can totally understand. My husband and I are separating at the moment so... um... yeah.

Date: 2003-12-22 06:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jackofallgeeks.livejournal.com
Meowr. I'm sorry.  >_<  I can't even comprehend...

Date: 2003-12-22 08:11 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] emeraldove.livejournal.com
It's ok... that's the kind of stuff that is friends only, you know? Um... yeah...

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