More Thoughts on Us
Nov. 30th, 2003 02:40 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jackofallgeeksSo, here's the deal -- I'm really not all that upset about my breakup with Anastasiya. I mean, there were several reasons that the relationship was making me uncomfortable. And it was really all my doing this time. As most of you (but not Ms. Highest Star) know, I had a pretty harsh breakup a year ago, and that, yes, took a while to get over. This isn't anything like that. Almost all the factors are different, and I actually hope I didn't put Claire in the possition that I feel I'm in now. ^_^;; Not, you know, that I'm in a harsh spot, but, well, I'm trying not to be TOO happy about being single again.
Not that we had a bad relationship, or anything, but... Well, most of that is covered in the link above. I like Anastasiya as a friend, and I think it's best kept that way. That, and I have every intension of pursuing Ms. Suzannah, who is a very intelligent, rather pretty, Catholic Sophomore English Major over at my brother's school. I knew her before I even met Anastasiya, I was interested in her before then, and we've kept in friendly communication all semester. I litterally wrote her a HUGE letter which I just sent off -- there's reasons it took two weeks of writing. And it's not that it was anything particularly important or heavy, but she's alot of fun to talk with.
So, yeah, I'm going to get a little lonely now and again. It's just the way things seem to run. And yeah, I'm going to miss some of what Anastasiya and I had, but that's to be expected. I'm really doing quite well, myself, not that my recent posts would show that... Perhapse I feel compelled to look a little broken up about it for her sake, but then, I definately don't want to rub salt in the wound by being too happy about the breakup, either. I don't know.
Not that we had a bad relationship, or anything, but... Well, most of that is covered in the link above. I like Anastasiya as a friend, and I think it's best kept that way. That, and I have every intension of pursuing Ms. Suzannah, who is a very intelligent, rather pretty, Catholic Sophomore English Major over at my brother's school. I knew her before I even met Anastasiya, I was interested in her before then, and we've kept in friendly communication all semester. I litterally wrote her a HUGE letter which I just sent off -- there's reasons it took two weeks of writing. And it's not that it was anything particularly important or heavy, but she's alot of fun to talk with.
So, yeah, I'm going to get a little lonely now and again. It's just the way things seem to run. And yeah, I'm going to miss some of what Anastasiya and I had, but that's to be expected. I'm really doing quite well, myself, not that my recent posts would show that... Perhapse I feel compelled to look a little broken up about it for her sake, but then, I definately don't want to rub salt in the wound by being too happy about the breakup, either. I don't know.
