Weekend Update...

[jackofallgeeks]

Just a really quick note, highlighting an amazing weekend.
Louis and I had a great ride down to Virgina. we get along really well when left to our own devices.
Had sushi with Leslie and Mike. Met Mike. He was quiet then, but ended up to be a really, really cool guy.
I do not now, nor have I ever, enjoy being the end of jokes. They weren't intentionally malicious, but it's still not fun.
Had good coffe, which is saying a lot, coming from me. A nice little coffee-shop place with couches.
went to Mass with The Crofts. I love that family; they're great. Jill showed me her chickens. Becky made pizza with crust to rival my mom's. And their parents were good to talk to. It's nice to get possitive feedback, especially on things you've felt so alone on.
Walked around Leslie's lake until 3am. Saw the stars. Talked about life, love, and the universe. It was great.
Dinner with Louis at my house, where The Little Ones showed their appreciation of having a guest.

But now, i'm coming off of that High and feeling very low. Very scared, very alone. I want someone to talk to, but I'm probably just going to head to bed. I'm tired, anyways. There was alot of driving today...

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

::hug:: As long as someone holds you in their heart, you're never really alone. I know that is hard to remember when the night comes on like that... but it doesn't make it any less true.

-M :)

[photoholic62.livejournal.com]

Had good coffee, which is saying a lot, coming from me.

Do you say that because you don't really like coffee, or because you are a picky coffee drinker? I love coffee, but am pretty picky about it. Just curious...

I have no advice for the scared and lonely feeling, except it is a rather unfortunate human condition, and that it will pass. Not such good advice, I know...

[jackofallgeeks.livejournal.com]

-smiles- I say it because I don't like coffee. I think it tastes like dirt. I do believe, however, that given time an circumstance, I may come to enjoy it...