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Mar. 26th, 2004
Surely I've exceeded expectations...
Mar. 26th, 2004 01:17 amTired.
I feel kinda sick. Kinda lonley.
Out of it.
I want to write. Create a world. Create characters. Tell there story.
Make something people will find interesting.
Maybe I'm doing that with TheRealWorld. Maybe I'm not.
Maybe I'm leaning too heavily on the shoulders of others, and I should tell a story that it expressly my own, in every respect.
That's not the story I want to tell.
The story I want to tell is the one I'm writing. That one and a thousand others that could branch off of it.
I want there to be a Someone.
I'm impatient, and I don't like waiting.
I'm very afraid thats going to be my downfall again, and again, and again.
I want there to be a someone to curl up next to when the world gets to be too much, when I'm tired of standing up for myself.
I don't like to be alone.
Anyways, I'm going to brush my teeth and try to make myself sleep. Lots to do, lots to do.
I feel kinda sick. Kinda lonley.
Out of it.
I want to write. Create a world. Create characters. Tell there story.
Make something people will find interesting.
Maybe I'm doing that with TheRealWorld. Maybe I'm not.
Maybe I'm leaning too heavily on the shoulders of others, and I should tell a story that it expressly my own, in every respect.
That's not the story I want to tell.
The story I want to tell is the one I'm writing. That one and a thousand others that could branch off of it.
I want there to be a Someone.
I'm impatient, and I don't like waiting.
I'm very afraid thats going to be my downfall again, and again, and again.
I want there to be a someone to curl up next to when the world gets to be too much, when I'm tired of standing up for myself.
I don't like to be alone.
Anyways, I'm going to brush my teeth and try to make myself sleep. Lots to do, lots to do.
The End Is The Beginning
Mar. 26th, 2004 02:15 amWhat do Mage: The Awakening, Vampire: The Requiem, and Werewolf: The Forsaken have in common? They consitute the New World Of Darkness series, comming out in 3/05, 9/04, and 11/04 respecively.
There will be a core World of Darkness book detailing the creation of Mortal characters and basic game rules. Then, each of the suppliments will add creature-specific rules, like the V:tR book will detail Embracing mortal characters. It will be cleaner, faster, more cohesive. We have the technology.
This makes me very happy, though I still want the books of the original games. This renues my faith in WhiteWolf, ever so slightly, and gives me hope for a beautifully dark future to look forward to...
There will be a core World of Darkness book detailing the creation of Mortal characters and basic game rules. Then, each of the suppliments will add creature-specific rules, like the V:tR book will detail Embracing mortal characters. It will be cleaner, faster, more cohesive. We have the technology.
This makes me very happy, though I still want the books of the original games. This renues my faith in WhiteWolf, ever so slightly, and gives me hope for a beautifully dark future to look forward to...
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Mar. 26th, 2004 02:23 pmSo, yeah, saw Olivia this afternoon. She made me happy. I mean, I'm still feeling stressed for some yet-undertermined reason, and I'm still a bit tired, and kinda sick-feeling, but... She's going back to school early t'morrow, so she won't be in AIM for another long time, but we had a nice chat to end with, I think.
It's really just foolishness, so go ahead and skip it, if you want...
( Chat with Oli )
It's really just foolishness, so go ahead and skip it, if you want...
( Chat with Oli )