When the stars go blue...

Uhn, feeling really unmotivated today.
Not feverish, I'm over that this morning, but just... The only reason I got out of bed this morning was from rote mechanical habit. I'm on autopilot. I have no motivation.

I'm so unmotivated, I almost don't even feel like writing this post about how unmotivated I feel.

In the last couple days, I've been feeling a little down. Something's been bothering me, and I can't really put my finger on it. Not really, anyways. I'm starting to sound like I did a year ago, I think...

As near as I can tell... There's just a bunch of things I have to say, but I "can't" say them, because I don't want to... cause the effect it would have on people, or something. And it's not just one thing, either, but a bunch of things which, I fear, would negatively affect a bunch of people. And so I sit here in silence, and as always, I think the silence is what's hurting.

I don't believe anyone is selfish out of cruelty.

On impulse, I was just about to erase this all.
I'll post it now, as I can't think of anymore to say.

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My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
RoliasNoom goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as The Angel of Death.
ladysomairot tricks you! You get a penny.
ladyyuna gives you 4 brown apple-flavoured nuggets.
mockette gives you 3 mauve root beer-flavoured gummy fruits.
mordainlove tricks you! You lose 2 pieces of candy!
nif gives you 17 light yellow grapefruit-flavoured hard candies.
serenabuny tricks you! You lose 12 pieces of candy!
singinteenangst gives you 17 green grapefruit-flavoured gummy bats.
starlight1184 tricks you! You lose 10 pieces of candy!
surichan gives you 4 pink cola-flavoured gummy bats.
tzohekiti gives you 9 red mint-flavoured gummy bats.
RoliasNoom ends up with 30 pieces of candy, and a penny.
Go trick-or-treating! Username:
Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.

Random Note

I opened my bag of Sour Patch Kids. When I did, about a dozen of them flew off in different directions.
The attempted-escapees were rounded up and summarily executed, along with several others, as an example to those who were left.
We have had no other disturbances since.