Aprinl18.mem
Apr. 18th, 2003 05:10 pmThis is mostly for me.
Only a couple others can even see it.
Last night I was up until about 2:00am, chatting with Elizabeth. At 4am, some dipweed thought'd be funny to prank call me. At 8am, Trevor's alarm went off. At 8:30, Stacey called, and we chatted for a bit. At 9:00, I showered and got dressed, and then was plagued with pains of hunger. I managed some Iced Tea and snagged some WeatThins from Trevor's Side, which tided me over. I love WeatThins.
I met Claire in Fredicksburg at about 11:30 or 12. It was really nice to feel her in my arms again. We sat and both ordered the Shrimp Alfredo with Water to drink, and each got a salad from the bar. We chatted about stuff, I told her a bit about Stacey and Elizabeth, and she told me about scouts and touched a bit on how she's been getting along with Mark. She told me about her Bike trip, too, which sounded really cool. After lunch, she showed me her Prom dress -- a really nice looking pink dress with sequins on it. I gave her the book and the Memos back, then we hopped over to the Burlington Coat Factory and walked around, talking for a bit. It was really nice to hold her against myself, and to play with her hair...
About 1:15 we got out of the store, and sat and talked a bit in her car. I sat there with my arms around her arm, snuggling up to her. At one time I was telling her about something, school or some such, and looked up at her... I got lost in her blue eyes, and I think I forgot what I was saying twice. It took alot of effort not to say "Lord, but I want to kiss you."
And then, when I was leaving, we kissed. I wanted more, but I didn't want to take more than she wanted to give, so I kissed her on the neck, right at her jaw. It took effort not to keep kissing her. I don't think I should have held back.
I love her. I love how she makes me feel when she's near, and I like who I am when I'm with her. I could kiss her all day and not express all the affection I have for her. I could say a million things and not tell everything I would do for her.
-=contented=-
Only a couple others can even see it.
Last night I was up until about 2:00am, chatting with Elizabeth. At 4am, some dipweed thought'd be funny to prank call me. At 8am, Trevor's alarm went off. At 8:30, Stacey called, and we chatted for a bit. At 9:00, I showered and got dressed, and then was plagued with pains of hunger. I managed some Iced Tea and snagged some WeatThins from Trevor's Side, which tided me over. I love WeatThins.
I met Claire in Fredicksburg at about 11:30 or 12. It was really nice to feel her in my arms again. We sat and both ordered the Shrimp Alfredo with Water to drink, and each got a salad from the bar. We chatted about stuff, I told her a bit about Stacey and Elizabeth, and she told me about scouts and touched a bit on how she's been getting along with Mark. She told me about her Bike trip, too, which sounded really cool. After lunch, she showed me her Prom dress -- a really nice looking pink dress with sequins on it. I gave her the book and the Memos back, then we hopped over to the Burlington Coat Factory and walked around, talking for a bit. It was really nice to hold her against myself, and to play with her hair...
About 1:15 we got out of the store, and sat and talked a bit in her car. I sat there with my arms around her arm, snuggling up to her. At one time I was telling her about something, school or some such, and looked up at her... I got lost in her blue eyes, and I think I forgot what I was saying twice. It took alot of effort not to say "Lord, but I want to kiss you."
And then, when I was leaving, we kissed. I wanted more, but I didn't want to take more than she wanted to give, so I kissed her on the neck, right at her jaw. It took effort not to keep kissing her. I don't think I should have held back.
I love her. I love how she makes me feel when she's near, and I like who I am when I'm with her. I could kiss her all day and not express all the affection I have for her. I could say a million things and not tell everything I would do for her.
-=contented=-