Seeing Red
Jan. 13th, 2003 12:18 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jackofallgeeksI'm frustrated. Really frustrated.
So frustrated, infact, that I want to scream.
Or hit something. Or cry. Or something. Or everything.
The reasoning for this? Everything I want to do, and the lack of money or time to do it with.
I want to go to the Legions Prerelease, Janurary 28th, $25. Plus Gas.
I want to go to Katsucon, February 14th-16th, $40. Plus Room. Plus Gas. Plus Food.
I want to get to Jen's Birthday, February 21st, no cost. Plus Gas.
I want to see Claire, Date pending, no cost. Plus Gas.
I want to see Amanda, Date pending, no cost. Plus Gas. Plus Accomodations.
The biggest blockade to each of these? Firstly, my job is cutting back hours, and effectively my pay by doing so. I'd only be able to work Saturday and Sunday, except the weekends I want to be gone, and there's going to be competition. I'm going to see if somewhere on Campus needs help and could hire me. additionally, though, I need to buy books, which will REALLY suck up my funds. >_< Secondly, I have a class on Friday nights from 5-8pm. This makes travel very difficult. I'm already planning to take time on Tuesdays and Thursdays to do self-study for it, so that if I do end up skipping classes I'm not chopping my own leg off.
I don't HAVE to go to the Prerelease. I'd like to, but I'd just as soon like a Booster Box for my Birthday. I don't HAVE to go to Katsu, but I want to see Kim and hang out with Louis, and maybe see Becky and Jaime again (not that they know who I am). I also would never get another excuse to wear my pants for quite some time... I don't have to go to Jen's B-day, but I really want to. She's turning 21, and the poor girl has it pretty rough, I'd like t'do something t'make her happy. I'm a fool for it, but I very much want to see Claire. Seeing Amanda has potential to be the hardest (if attempted before March) or the simplest (if done over Spring Break).
Just sent my parents my first (and hopefully last) request for money durring college. They're already paying so much for my tuition and stuff, and it's not like I'm the only child they're supporting or anything... -sigh and frustration-
Maybe I should just sleep it off.
So frustrated, infact, that I want to scream.
Or hit something. Or cry. Or something. Or everything.
The reasoning for this? Everything I want to do, and the lack of money or time to do it with.
I want to go to the Legions Prerelease, Janurary 28th, $25. Plus Gas.
I want to go to Katsucon, February 14th-16th, $40. Plus Room. Plus Gas. Plus Food.
I want to get to Jen's Birthday, February 21st, no cost. Plus Gas.
I want to see Claire, Date pending, no cost. Plus Gas.
I want to see Amanda, Date pending, no cost. Plus Gas. Plus Accomodations.
The biggest blockade to each of these? Firstly, my job is cutting back hours, and effectively my pay by doing so. I'd only be able to work Saturday and Sunday, except the weekends I want to be gone, and there's going to be competition. I'm going to see if somewhere on Campus needs help and could hire me. additionally, though, I need to buy books, which will REALLY suck up my funds. >_< Secondly, I have a class on Friday nights from 5-8pm. This makes travel very difficult. I'm already planning to take time on Tuesdays and Thursdays to do self-study for it, so that if I do end up skipping classes I'm not chopping my own leg off.
I don't HAVE to go to the Prerelease. I'd like to, but I'd just as soon like a Booster Box for my Birthday. I don't HAVE to go to Katsu, but I want to see Kim and hang out with Louis, and maybe see Becky and Jaime again (not that they know who I am). I also would never get another excuse to wear my pants for quite some time... I don't have to go to Jen's B-day, but I really want to. She's turning 21, and the poor girl has it pretty rough, I'd like t'do something t'make her happy. I'm a fool for it, but I very much want to see Claire. Seeing Amanda has potential to be the hardest (if attempted before March) or the simplest (if done over Spring Break).
Just sent my parents my first (and hopefully last) request for money durring college. They're already paying so much for my tuition and stuff, and it's not like I'm the only child they're supporting or anything... -sigh and frustration-
Maybe I should just sleep it off.
