Message To Ms Mel
Jul. 13th, 2002 10:22 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jackofallgeeksYou *points at the screen* Yeah, you. Read this.
If you need a friend, don't look to a stranger. You know in the end, I'll always be there.
"This all seems fake. But I'm trying. I am. It's just that nobody is around to see that when I write here it's only when I have nowhere else to go with my thoughts. A last resort. I'm not really this sad, or lonely. But I miss people. It feels like it's been years since I talked with Beth, and that's probably a part of it. I only just heard from Senta yesterday... and she seemed different."
OK, ok, maybe I am a stranger, I donno - but that's not the point. ^^;; I can SO relate, Mel, you don't know. I have a tendancy to cave, myself, mostly when writing letters, and alot of the time I just feel stupid. And fake - alot of the time it feels fake, I guess.
^^;; I'm so inarticulate. But, yeah, generally, you wouldn't allow comments on your last post (and don't you DARE erase this one - it's beautiful) and I just wanted you to know that i'm here, and I am interested, and even if you feel no one could care or relate, I want to here. ^^;; Maybe I'm just stupid, but if you need a vent - that's what I'm good for.
^^;; Yeah, I'm such a sap. But this one's for you.
If you need a friend, don't look to a stranger. You know in the end, I'll always be there.
"This all seems fake. But I'm trying. I am. It's just that nobody is around to see that when I write here it's only when I have nowhere else to go with my thoughts. A last resort. I'm not really this sad, or lonely. But I miss people. It feels like it's been years since I talked with Beth, and that's probably a part of it. I only just heard from Senta yesterday... and she seemed different."
OK, ok, maybe I am a stranger, I donno - but that's not the point. ^^;; I can SO relate, Mel, you don't know. I have a tendancy to cave, myself, mostly when writing letters, and alot of the time I just feel stupid. And fake - alot of the time it feels fake, I guess.
^^;; I'm so inarticulate. But, yeah, generally, you wouldn't allow comments on your last post (and don't you DARE erase this one - it's beautiful) and I just wanted you to know that i'm here, and I am interested, and even if you feel no one could care or relate, I want to here. ^^;; Maybe I'm just stupid, but if you need a vent - that's what I'm good for.
^^;; Yeah, I'm such a sap. But this one's for you.
