The Daily Grind

I had something to say...

Gene leaves for College this afternoon. I won't see him before he's gone. This just occurred to me.
I start getting all my stuff 'gathered' tonight. The term 'packed' is inappropriate. I hope to be up at CUA tomorrow by 10:00, so I can move in and get my stuff organized.

Classes start on Monday. Work continues on Monday. I've told them every possible moment that I could work for them, and now I feel vulnerable. There's no wiggle-room. There's no ace up the sleeve. They know when I have classes and when I don't, and necessary as that may be, I feel like it leaves me much more open than I'd like. I'm afraid that if my free time is known, it will be impossible to keep it for myself. Ah well, we'll see how things go.

Checked out some other schools, though I'm afraid that a number of my credits, even if transferred, wouldn't matter. These other schools seem to want more Histories and Social Sciences than I've taken, and less of the Math and Engineering which I have. I was prepared for this, though; if I can't find a more -suitable college, I'll just have to buckle down and stay the course.
Regardless, I'm going to try and be quite a bit more social this semester. Before I decide there's no one here I relate to, I might as well try meeting them all.

"Excuse me, I'm looking for an excuse to talk to you -- would you know of one?"
Yeah, Andrew wishes it were so simple.

I'm thinking I may sit down and write up some letters tonight, electronic and otherwise. It's discouraging, though, in that, with letters, you can keep sending them out, but that doesn't mean you'll ever get anything back. And the greatest trouble is if you don't have anything specific to say, it's hard to write a letter, and the longer you go without writing, the less you have to say.

Whatever I do next semester, I'm taking a creative writing course, I think.

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I'm feeling alternately angry and depressed, and by alternately, I mean about every 47 seconds.
It's 9:16 and I'm still the only one in the office. This makes me nervous, as I expect someone to walk in at any moment. Arguably, I wouldn't be so nervous if I were doing work, but then, that would assume I had real work to do.

Jean was just on. I haven't talked with her in a long while.
She got of moments after I IMed her.
Right now, I want to do anything but sit here.
I worry too much.

Quote of the Day

The only thing I've learned by asking women why they wear high-heels is "don't ask women why they wear high-heels."

Can Only Take So Much

It's 12:30, and I'm still the only one here.
I've been to lunch and back already.
If my boss isn't here in the next half hour, I have every intent to leave early (like, around 2:00).
I don't have anyuthing to do (except comment my code), and I won't have anything if I'm left here.
Gotta pack, anyways.

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If it's not one thing, it's another. Your life is a pitiful wreck, and it's all you ever write about. Why don't you at least make up a happy story for once. You friends would appreciate that.

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Andrew: You might like this.
Josh: What is it?
Andrew: It's a free, download, 2D-
Josh: Oooo, sounds good...
Andrew: *laughs* That says so much about you...

It's Just A little Crush

So, right, that was a strange turn of events... It's really kind of funny, thinking about it, and how everything's linked to eachother... Let me explain...

It started about 20 years ago, when I was born... No, wait, that's probably too far to find any really strong connections, but still, if I had time, I could show you... Anyways... A while ago, I stumbled upon a one Kincaid, who was fun to read and listen to, and though we disagreed on alot, I rather admired her. She recently 'left' LiveJournal for other things, but I was searching my FriendsFriends page, and I stumbled upon another Prester Scott. He'd been one of Kincaids friends, and I'd generally found I agreed with him, and he too was interesting to listen to (I felt very much out of my league on Kincaid's Journal, so I rarely said anything at all). I added him as a friend so as to keep better tabs on the posts he made.

Just tonight, I was looking at my FriendsFriends page again, and I found a community on Pro-life, which I'm sure we all know I feel very strongly about. So I thought to myself "Who in the hell do I know who'd have this marked?" Because, again, we all know that "none of my friends agree with me." Checking over the members, of course, Prester Scott was there.

This is all just a really long way of saying... I found a girl. She's really pretty, has good taste in music, likes Anime, practicing Roman Catholic, conservative, Prolife.... and is married and has a year-old daughter. *facevault* But, aside from having a slight crush and feeling like a 13-year-old again, it's really encouraging to know that girls like that do exist. It's girls like that (or rather, the apparent lack there of) which is most pushing me toward leaving CUA. I want to have friends I agree with, and I share common interests with, as well as I do (being that I want to start a family one of these days) want to find a Someone.

So, right, it's good to know that girls like that Do exist...
Married... the one thing that would ever stop me.  ^_^;;