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Feb. 1st, 2003 01:51 amToday has been quite a week.
Think about that for a second.
I'm feeling very sour and dark right now. A combination of frustration and disappointment, neither obe really caused nor directed at anything in particular. I don't feel like I have any real good friends around here, and I fear i've been far less than my usual self as of late. Overly solemn, which isn't good for me.
And my e-mail isn't working. I'm pretty sure things are going out, but nothing's comming in, at least not since 6pm t'night. I need to verify my PayPal before I can send money for this order of MtG cards I got (20 slivers, 1 Sliver Queen, 1 Purraj of Urborg, 1 Balthor the Stout, 1 Balthor the Defiled). I also can't see when I've gotten a reply on my LJ, or to any of my Comments. Not having mail isn't good for me, either. I suppose maybe that's two things contributing to my foul mood. I can't stand feeling disconnected from the world. At least, from all the world that matters.
Checking some songs I've DLed of Kazaa. Decided I like "Muscle Museum" by Muse and "Slowly Drowning" and "Ascent of Stan" by Ben Folds. I don't liker this Current Music. It seems to be the whole CD. Thanks but no thanks. Maybe I'll keep it and look for a way to split the tracks.
Anyways, I'm going to go do one of two things -- try and write up an intelligent-sounding post on Refractions, or just go lay down and listen to said CD. I burned my copy t'night, and printed a label for it, too.
-nods- It's a pretty label.
Love you guys.
Think about that for a second.
I'm feeling very sour and dark right now. A combination of frustration and disappointment, neither obe really caused nor directed at anything in particular. I don't feel like I have any real good friends around here, and I fear i've been far less than my usual self as of late. Overly solemn, which isn't good for me.
And my e-mail isn't working. I'm pretty sure things are going out, but nothing's comming in, at least not since 6pm t'night. I need to verify my PayPal before I can send money for this order of MtG cards I got (20 slivers, 1 Sliver Queen, 1 Purraj of Urborg, 1 Balthor the Stout, 1 Balthor the Defiled). I also can't see when I've gotten a reply on my LJ, or to any of my Comments. Not having mail isn't good for me, either. I suppose maybe that's two things contributing to my foul mood. I can't stand feeling disconnected from the world. At least, from all the world that matters.
Checking some songs I've DLed of Kazaa. Decided I like "Muscle Museum" by Muse and "Slowly Drowning" and "Ascent of Stan" by Ben Folds. I don't liker this Current Music. It seems to be the whole CD. Thanks but no thanks. Maybe I'll keep it and look for a way to split the tracks.
Anyways, I'm going to go do one of two things -- try and write up an intelligent-sounding post on Refractions, or just go lay down and listen to said CD. I burned my copy t'night, and printed a label for it, too.
-nods- It's a pretty label.
Love you guys.
