What's so maybe about Katie?

[jackofallgeeks]

I haven't been able to get her out of my mind since Tuesday.
It feels like so much longer than that.
She hasn't contacted me since, and if you know me, you know that silence makes me anxious.
So I'm anxious.
And I'm impatient.
And I'm a fool.
And even if I'm not a fool, she's still 3000 miles away, and I hardly know her.

Persistence is a good thing, I've been told.
But I can't get over the hurt that persistence caused me recently.
I'm afraid to 'keep at it' because I'm afraid of being hurt again.

I haven't wanted to go to bed all week.
I think that's mostly because of school.
At least, I don't think it has much to do with this, because I didn't want to sleep last week, either.
I should go to bed.

Comments

"hello, boy."

[mordainlove.livejournal.com]

relationship persistence toward one who is 3,000 miles away can hurt the heart, dearest.

apology in advance for the stamp issue. if you haven't already, you'll see what i mean soon enough. feel free to laugh at me - mom and i both had a good snerk session over it.

love you like a burrito.

[mordainlove.livejournal.com]

ps: i know all too well the feeling of not wanting to go to bed. boo. who needs sleep, i say? psh. not me. i continue to have painful-to-look-at dark circles around my eyes, but i figure... i've had those since i was 10yrs old.

What will a kid say next...

[higheststar.livejournal.com]

I had to let you know. Becky announced to your family at dinner on Saturday that I should marry you so that I could be her aunt. We then had to explain I'd be her sister. But everyone was very amused.

[intereoagnitio.livejournal.com]

I just felt like goiving you a little poke about what you said. Here you say your impatient, yet in the post below it, you say your patient. Which one is it? Hmm?

It it would probably be best for me to stay out of the main ove this conversation, I don't want to seem the young fool.