*Crawls Into A Hole*

[jackofallgeeks]

Today has thus far generally sucked.

After English, me and Nina were talking and she (half-jokingly?) said she'd always had a low opinon of me. We're friends and all, and we kept talking after than note, but it still does hurt some.

At lunch I wanted to put my head on Lauren's shoulder. I was tried, and think, and lord knows I've been lonely this month...but, of course, you can't just cuddle with your friends. It looks weird, people think things.

This morning I decided I didn't want to go to Tennly tonight with Jack - I'm just not up for it. A guy's got a right to not want to go out, dam it. When I told Jack, he was a bit upset, and tried to convince me to go. When I refused, he kinda laughed and made a remark about how I'm always complaining that I need to get out more. I said that stung and he said, "No, you want to know what stings....?" Then, as we parted ways, he said "Have a miserable day." Jack never says anything mean. Ever. Where I would cuss at someone, Jack's the type who says "God Bless you." He wants to be a priest, and he's a really nice guy. But today he was full of venom. I feel really miserable.

I'm mad, but I donno if I'm mad at him, or me.
Or both.

Work in 1/2 an hour. That's going to suck.

Comments

>hugs<

[daisysweet.livejournal.com]

Why not cuddle with friends? Besides. Putting your head on someone's shoulder isn't cuddling. That's affection, touch, love and friendship. If I could count all the times it made me feel great that my friends felt they could lay all over me (... even if they DID take to calling me a PILLOW... ~__~;;) ... I'd have a lot of great happy moments to look back on, you know? Now that I don't have it, I miss it like CRAZY.

Anyway..., consider this a hug from California. Think positive thoughts, Andrew, and don't let other people having bad days (Jack) get you down. Chances are he didn't mean to be so out of line.

[starlight1184.livejournal.com]

You can so cuddle with friends! I am all for cuddling with friends!

Well... I don't know why anyone would have a low opinion of you, so thats just weird. And with Jack, it sounds like he was having a bad day to... and had to take it out on someone. Everyone has bad days... some people are just lucky and don't get them as often. Damn them. ;-)

Hope you feel better darlin. Cheer up!

(Huggles)...

[serenabuny.livejournal.com]

I hope talking to me made you feel better, ne? And have fun at your uh... party? ^_^;;;... And don't kill Jack on the way...