jackofallgeeks | (no subject)

At what point in a friendship is it OK to say 'miserable' when they ask you how you're doing?
How can 'I feel abandoned' be made to sound like a statement and not an accusation?

No one's been around. And Katrina hasn't written back to me. And neither has Amanda, who I wrote to at the end of December. And I talked to this girl Mary from CMS, and it was nice, but I got the feeling she wasn't interested in talking to me, and... I just feel alone.
And kind of unwanted.

And the explanation is always the same, because we all mean well but we're all busy, too. And that's understandable. But there's a little voice in the back my head that whispers that I'm just not important enough for anyone to make time for me. The fact is that nobody needs me. And I miss being needed.

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You know I feel this way a lot too, and I am married and have kids. I guess I just tend to keep things inside too much. I can't talk to Shawn about Shawn, and there are some things that I want to talk to more than just Shawn about. Some times I feel a little depressed and lonely when I realize that Shawn is almost the only person that has time to talk to me and a lot of times he is gone working. I really want friends who know and are going through the same situations that I am going through(that makes it sound worse than it is I think). I mean the good and the bad. But I am so young and not many of my peers are in the same situation(I can't think of another word) that I am in. Oh well, just so you know you really aren't alone. I love you!