Feeling frustrated and unmotivated.
Can't make myself get back into working on my story, though I have a number ideas of ways to make it better.
I just want this school year to be done with, but I don't know what I'd do with myself if it was.
The job I had an interview for wrote me back.
I didn't get the job, but they're passing my resume off to a programming contact they have here in DC...
I want to see things with Suzannah work out, but at the same time it feels really futile...
Everything seems futile and stale right now.
I just, I donno, want to curl up in bed and ignore the world for a while.
I hate feeling like this.
I want to talk with someone about it all, but I don't like showing myself this way.
And I don't want them to just tell me the same "it'll be OK, you'll do fine, everything will turn out alright."
I 'know' that, I just want to talk, and have a meaningful conversation with someone...
I like it cold and wet, but I don't like snow. I'm difficult to please.