jackofallgeeks | (no subject)

Why can't things be fucking simple, just once?
Well, in my head they aren't simple, and that's what matters.
The reality of the situation is probably much less dire than I think.

I love Claire. I wish I was still with her. I'd do anything to make it work with us.
But - I don't know it there IS anything I can do.
What if she really doesn't want me? For whatever reason.
What if it would mean changing who I am? i don't think I can do that.
I can't even say I love her, because I'm afraid she doesn't want to hear it.
I'm always afraid people don't want my affection.
And if I have such trouble telling people GOOD things, imagine how hard it is for me to tell someone something bad.
Heh, and you all thought I was so apt to confromtations.

Lord, I miss her...

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I, for one, have never thought you particularly good at confrontation. Debate perhaps, but the differences in meaning should be obvious to you there. ^__-

All I can offer you right now is my love and support...and the advice that I think you really should try to convey your feelings to her somehow. Otherwise, you'll drive yourself crazy with them - and you really do never know whether or not she wants to hear it until you chance it.