jackofallgeeks | (no subject)

I'm stunned. And this is going to be all sorts of shallow and I'm-a-horrible-person, but...

So, long story short, I've gotten in touch with a number of old friends through Facebook. It's a big part of why I like the place. But in the last couple weeks I've gotten in touch with a couple girls I used to be good friends with, and... To be blunt, holy shit, they put on A LOT of weight!

Now, I'm not the picture of health, or even dietary concern, myself. I weigh about 190lbs, but I'm also nearly 6ft tall. I'd like to get down to, say, 175 or so, but I don't think anyone would call me fat. There girls are fat, to the point where they look bloated or swollen. Their faces are familiar, but all wrong. And they were both small girls when I knew them. That was YEARS ago, like 5 and 6 years ago, but I just can't understand how someone can let themselves go like that.

I feel a little bad, like the way I feel when I inwardly snear at the people in Walmart, but...

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For the record, "exploded" was not my word. And yes, I recognize that the weight gain has been over six years, but that doesn't explain it. I've known and used-to-known plenty of people for the last six years and while we've almost all (*pointed look at Leslie*) put on weight, we're not obese, to put it bluntly. It's the obesity that shocks and amazes me.

Point of fact, I don't like especially-skinny people terribly much, either; any one who's care to wrest my particular tastes out of me knows I don't subscribe to the standard notion of what's attractive. The response I've gotten (and, honestly, expected) is testament to how fully saturated we are with that notion of beauty -- when you say Fat is unattractive, people immediately assume they know what you say IS attractive.

For the record, "exploded" was my word. It seemed to match up with the "holy-sh*" reaction.

Mind, I too remember how small she had been before, and it strikes me at times too. I'm jus' saying, I don't think "Holy sh*," I think, "That's a shame; frankly, I'm disappointed and somewhat repulsed." Maybe the reactions are equivalent, but mine is a tad more loquacious, you must admit.

Touch.